H.U.R.T ♥

我们可以重来一次吗？

2012-02-17T00:30:00.000-08:00

有多少爱能重来？多少人愿意等待？失去之后才明白。

走进回忆的安排，一幕一幕的对白，上演我们的未来。

期待原来是一种伤害。深爱的人已离开。

现在我只想，回到最初的时候。

寂寞时候，只有你会陪着我。

情爱的你，请你握紧我的手，请你看看我。

真的需要你的我, 一切从头.

只要你回头。

Boy, I miss you.

Thats why.

2012-02-15T23:30:00.000-08:00

Remember that glasses? Its yours.

Wont you tell me why, there is sadness in my eyes.

I dont wanna say goodbye, t you.

Love is one big illusion, i should try forget.

But there is something left in my head.

You are the one who set it up,

now your the one t make it stop.

Im the one who feeling lost, right now.

Now you want me t forget,

every lil things you said.

I wont forget, the things, we did.

The feelings so strong,

but im not the girl your heart is missing.

You will never satisfied, no matter how hard i try.

Now you want t say goodbye t me.

Sitting here all alone, middle of nowhere.

Dont know which way t go.

There aint so much t say now between us.

Thats why you go away, i know.

Promise ;

2012-02-09T08:45:00.006-08:00

Listen,

Cant count on you most of all when I really need it.

Its the simple things that you do,

that really hurts my feelings.

The more i try,

the more im starting t see it.

This cant work anymore den you believe it.

Goodbye may come as a shock,

even though i love you alot.

I've given every breath i got,

sometimes you gotta break down and breathe.

How many times i gave my heart,

T how many times we fell apart.

And how many times i gave you me,

divided by so many memories.

And it equal, a promise in the dark.

So dont promise me.

I just dont know what the problem is, what the deal is.

Was i there too much, did i move too fast?

I couldnt see it.

All these promises are probably how you deal with it.

Im tired of hearing you say you are innocent.

Dont think i forgot,

because i really didnt care if you are lying alot.

We all make mistakes, sometimes we do desperate things.

What does it prove? Nothing.

Den what took you so long,

cause i keep hanging on.

So dont promise me..

Remember you yesterday just promise me something?

That you would text me everyday.

If only i reply you.

I did what i should do,

I keep our promises. But did you?

Why? Isit that hard t fulfill promises?

Isit that hard t keep promises?

If you cant do it, dont promise me at the first place.

I really dont know why.

But not talking t you is like,

whole world ends.

You know how miserable my life is without you?

I miss you like crazy.

Will you miss me like crazy too?

I loved you,

i've waited for you. What outcome i got?

Nothing, nothing at all.

All i got was your ignored. I hate it. ):

Do you love me?

Will you love me like how much i loved you?

Aku cinta kau. D';

I hope your the one.

2012-01-27T22:28:00.000-08:00

Your the one that i dream about all day.

Your the one i think about always.

You are the one i make sure i behave.

My love is your love, i hope your love would be my love too.

I love you, i need you here.

Give me all the time.

I hope we are meant t be, you got me smiling all the time.

If only you know how t give me that,

you know how t pull me back when i go running,

trying t get away from loving you.

If only you know how t love me hard,

i wont lie, im falling hard.

Yup, im falling for you. But there's nothing wrong.

Tear me and come hold me now.

Make me come alive, you got the sweetest touch.

Im kinda crazy, that's what happens when you put it down.

You should have give it t me.

Had me yelling like that.

Didnt know you would have me coming back.

You are the one that im feeling,

you are the one that im loving.

Ain't no others thats like you.

I hope you would change t a better person,

Not like this, not like that.

I hope you care,

i hope you'll love me as much as i love you.

I just hope everything would be back like last time.

Time passes people changed. I hate it.

Boy, i still love you alot .

I still love you like how i do last time.

H.U.R.T

2012-01-25T22:40:00.000-08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face.

You told me how proud you were, but i walked away.

If only i knew what i know today.

I would hold you in my arms,

i would take the pain away.

Thankyou for all you've done.

Forgive all your mistakes.

There's nothing i wouldnt do, t hear your voice again.

Sometimes i wanna call you,

but i know you wont be there.

Oh, im sorry for blaming you.

For everything i just couldnt do,

and i've hurt myself, by hurting you.

Somedays i feel broke inside, but i wont admit.

Sometimes i just wanna hide, cause its you i miss.

Its so hard t say goodbye when it comes t this.

Would you tell me i was wrong,

would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who i am?

There's nothing i wouldnt do,

t have just one more chance t look into your eyes.

And see you looking back.

If i had just one more day,

i would tell you how much that i've missed you since you've been away.

Its dangerous, its so out of time t try and turn back time.

2012-01-15T08:22:00.000-08:00

When i close my eyes, i think of you.

And the times we have been thru.

Even though we are far apart right now.

I remember back when you were here with me,

how you've made my world complete.

But now i'm left alone.

We talked about love and hope,

wishing we could start a life our own.

I wish that i could live without you.

Why did you tear my heart apart?

You said you will love me from the start.

All those painful things you've put my thru,

but i'm still loving you.

I've tried t give my best t you,

i dont deserve the things you do.

Everything has gone t memories,

i just wish that i knew the truth behind the lies.

Sorry, but imma great stalker. I steal your songs.

I listen t what you listens.

Cause im still loving you.

2011-12-27T09:25:00.000-08:00

Made a wrong turn, once or twice.

Dug my way out, blood and fire.

Bad decisions, that's alright.

Welcome t my silly life.

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood,

miss 'no way its all good.'

it didnt slow me down.

Mistaken, always second guessing.

Underestimated,

Look, im still around.

Pretty, pretty please.

Dont you everever feel, like your less den,

fxcking perfect.

If you ever feel like your nothing,

your fxcking perfect t me.

You are so mean, when you talk about yourself,

you are wrong.

Change the voices, in your head.

Make them like you instead.

So complicated,

look happy you will make it.

Filled with so much hatred.

Such a tired game.

Its enough, i've done all i can think of.

Chased down all my demons.

I will see you do the same.

The whole world's scared so i swallow the fear,

the only thing i should be drinking is an ice cold beer.

So cool in lying, and we try.

But we try too hard and its a waste of my time.

Done looking for the critics cause there are everywhere,

they dont like my shorts, they dont get my hair.

Exchange ourself and we do it all the time.

Why do we do that?

Why do i do that?

You are fxcking perfect to me.

2011-12-27T07:43:00.000-08:00

We used t love, please dont make me cry.

T me, its only you.

When i close my eyes, i see you.

When i block my ears, i hear you.

Please dont leave me.

The person who became a light in my dark life,

such a precious person.

A day passes and another passes and Iong for you more,

even as i sing this song.

You might come back,

because you may return, again today.

I'll wait for you.

You dont know,

You dont know how much im hurting.

even as i write this things.

If i were t choose between you and the world,

even if everything is taken away from me ,

if its you, im okay.

Day or night, im thirsty for love.

My unseemly promise t forget you makes me cry again,

can you hear me?

The only thing i want from you is you.

Without you, i cant do anything.

If you see this, please come back, come back.

The more i love, the gaunter i get.

In the end, you turn away and you keep me away.

I threw away my pride and like a crazy person.

I followed you.

But my heart urged me on and told me,

not t lose you. Who is the only one in the world.

I pretend t smile, pretend t be fine.

Please dont leave me.

2011-12-10T22:28:00.000-08:00

If i were blue, would you be there for me?

And whisper in my ear thats okay.

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight.

And say you love me one more time.

If i feel good, would you slow dance with me?

And touch my lips with tender loving care.

Would you die for me, would you run with me?

And never look back.

Would you be there t love, t be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

t take my breathe away?

If im away, would you still think of me?

And wished that you could hold me now.

Would you die for me, would you run with me?

All the wayy.

Would you be there t save my soul tonight,

would you say that you'll always be there,

t kiss my pain away.

Would you be there? For me?

2011-12-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

Should i leave tua? Should i be selfish?

I dont wish t stay in it cause i dont want t face him with tears.

But if i really leave, everyone would be angry.

I shouldnt because of a small things leave a big group.

They are all my familys, but what should i really do nowww? D;

Im really shag, i really dont know what t do.

I can be tough, i can be strong.

But with you, is not like that at all.

There's a girl that gives a shyt, behind this wall, you've just walk thru it.

And i remember all those crazy things you said,

you left them running thru my head.

Your always there, your everywhere.

But right now i wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did,

didnt think about it just went with it.

Damn, damn, damn. What i'd do t have you here, here, here.

Damn, damn, damn. What i'd do t have you near, near, near.

I love the way you are, its who i am, dont have t try hard.

We always say, say like it is. And the truth is that i really miss.

No, i dont wanna let go. I just wanna let you know, that i never wanna let go.

I wish you were here ..

2011-09-26T05:07:00.000-07:00

Look at me and tell me straight forward.

Look into my eyes and tell me.

Did you say words of goodbye? Do you want t end it with me?

I know you got tired of me. Even though tears well up ,

I'll back of so you both can live better, i can only say those words.

I'll forget you, so live happily, be happy without me.

Dont even need t be worry about me.

Your lips that say goodbye look more even hateful today.

I have t hold you but i cant say aniithing, even though you are getting further away.

I know you are going t forget me. I know you are going t hate me.

Even though i know everything,

I'll back off so you both can live, you both were the reason for my life.

You both were all i wanted. You both were the only person i look at.

Tell me why are you leaving me. Why are you abandoning me.

If it was going t end like this, why did we even be sisters?

Do you remember the first day we met?

I still remember the promise you made. Those promise we made.

That you wont break friendship/sistership no matter what.

I believed you, i believed those lies. I believed them all.

So this is the choice you made,

you wanted t be like this. I should grant you.

Now i know the reason why you wanted t comment on my status.

And i will always remember.

Even though you wanted t breakup this sistership.

But in my heart, i will still have you as my sister.

Cause i learnt alot in this sistership.

Once sister, forever sister.

You dont treat me as one, im fine with it.

But remember, you will always be in my heart no matter what.

She wants you t be with her.

I will back off so you both can live better.

And i can say that, without me. Life still goes on for you both.

And life will definitely be more easy for you both.

So, takecares.

2011-09-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

The only thing that im thinking now. Is,

how am i gonna continue t live my life.

What am i gonna do when i saw you. What can do now?

Will you turn back and find me? Or you will just continue walking your path without me?

I will always remember what you told me.

Remember our sister song, and one sentence.

' Boyfriend can break, sister cannot break.'

But we broke up in the end. I was thinking,

how about KeRoLy, how about Amateurs.

And how about us? Are we really gonna end like this? Just like this?

I dont wish t. Seriously. But i know, i have no choice at all, right?

I guess you are doing fine without me, takecares. Wo ai ni .. :/

2011-09-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

" In this whole wide world, nothing is perfect. Nobody is perfect.

And thats what i thought, till i found you right there.

Three hundred sixty, five days from now. I know things will change.

Sometimes, we were real close friends. We stay awake and, talk at the night.

Other times we dont get along well, there are even times that we will fight.

But i know your always there, and i know your always care.

Your my sister.

Forever till eternity, we've been thru ups and downs.

And the world look so much brighter, with you by my side.

And although the future is, unpredictable. But i do know a thing.

May the forth of twenty eleven, i found true freidnship so right here right now.

I would like t say a thing, sisters forever. We'll never be apart.

I've given your a great big hug when your were feeling bad,

and den again i've said something that i really made you, mad.

May the forth of twenty eleven, i found true friendship. So right here, right now.

I would like t say a thing, sisters forever. We'll never be apart. I love you my sisters. "

Do you remember this? I made this as our sister song.

Maybe thru this 2years you've really had enough of me.

And now is the time for you t let go.

I can say i love you alot, and i'll definately wont let you go.

But its your choice. I cant pull you and stay here if you doesnt wants.

Cause i know, there wont be any happiness if i continue t hold on t you.

I know your decision is made and wont change. So i wont force you t.

Even though im sad, and dontwant you t leave. But there's nothing i can do alr.

Just be happy, and i see you happy. I will be happy too.

I love you and i did cherish you. Really i did. Takecares.

2011-08-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

Im having this thing again . Im back t my attitude again . Yea, i've bad attitude.

I fxcking dont know why, but i always think tt both of you are my gems .

I cant live without you, i dont know why.

Everytime we quarreled, i would always be the one.

Hiding one corner, crying even though im not the one quarreling.

Boyfriend can break, sister cannot break.

3person. 3sisters. Everyone says tt its quite badluck t have 3person as sister.

Cause everytime, someone will feel left out.

3person being a sister is like having a curse on yourself.

I remember myself telling your tt 3person being together as sister will bad luck.

Cause got curse, and your said tt we will break the curse.

Now , i dont know why. But i feel tt .

I cant leave your, i love your like how i love my family.

I cheer your up , i add lyrcis and find tune for sister song.

I did so many things, but your like , dont even care .

Maybe i should stop, stop being an extra.

Stop myself from doing those things tt your never say.

Its like everything , i ownself ziyuan. Den your like, okayokay. Aniithiing or wadever.

Yea, my attitude sucks . To the fxcking core . I know ,

and i ownself believe in karma.

I really dont know wad im thinking, i love him. I hate him. Lovehate.

Ai hen. Your calls me not t be like tt, cause karma. Your calls me t do this,

do tt, i did everything . Now, im trying my fxcking best t have feelings back.

Your want this, your want tt. How can i do sial.

Have your ever think of me ? Argggg, i dont know . x.x

She say that she have been left out, cause me and her were close.

Even though i had a boyfriend. But the reason is she is with her boyfriend.

After tt, when she is not with her boyfriend, she with her.

And im the one kennna left out . I dont know luhhhhh. D:

Stressgirl. D: D: D: D:

Okay, after all. I still love your, but i guess.. i should leave.

Extra girl, wtfffffff. ARGGGGGGGG!

2011-07-29T09:58:00.000-07:00

Heyho! Its 12:58am nao! And its 300711!

And ofcause, me and my boyf fiirst month!

Guess that everyone is sleeping now?

Hah, they have no skul but i have! Fxcking streaming.

Lazy go yixia youmeiyou. LOL.

L-O-S-T interest in studying! Howhow? );

So anyway, this i not my real point of posting.

Dear! Happy 1st monthsary! I know we keep quarrel,

but i still know you love me.

We havent been going thru alot. But i hope all those stupid feelings in me will shooshoo.

So we will be going thru alot, stop quarrelings.

Going thru ups and downs together.

Alright, thanks for being there for me whenever i need you.

Thanks for sacrificing everything just for me.

Thanks for aniithiing and everything.

I love you. 30062011, 11:11. (L)

2011-07-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

(Random peekture.)

Hellooo. Im back, i miss Precious.

Yesterday went out with dear, Sebas and Sweetlove.

Double date. xD

Precious went out with family for this 2days.

Yesterday went met Precious and Sweetlove in the morning for breakfast.

Went home prepared, met Sweetlove and went t amk.

Met Sebas and Dear at there.

Play pump until 6plus. Yesterday got alot people. Pumpers. (L)

Got Qian, Valeries, Agnes, Jiaqing, Yvonne, Rebekah, Melvin, Acey and alot laaa.

6plus mrt t Pasir ris, den mrt t cine for pro2. :D

8-9plus mrt back t amk. Went t GSC for L4D. Den cab homed.

Reached home around 11plus den went down t meet Jasmine again t peii her eat.

Yuhuan, Xiaoqian and their friends came too.

Their friend so cool, got drive car sial. Actually plan t go home.

Den they want t play billiard. So we went t near Bugis there play.

Jasmine, Yuhaun, me and one of Yuhuan's friend drove and go fiirst.

Follow by two guys, den follow by Xiaoqian and her boyf.

Veh funny lor, they playplay den horn here and there. Still see who can reach fiirst.

Like racing. LOL.

Reach there around 1plus alr.

Played, i fall asleep cause too tired. x.x

Around 2plus go le, sat Xiaoqian's boyf car.

Reach home around 3, jitao die on the bed.

Today rot at home, mummy singing karaoke.

Tmr going Shatec. Hope tmr's Amateur(s) outing still on ._.

Alright, done with with my blogging. ZaiJainnnnnnnn. (;

2011-07-15T09:52:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo. It has been quite long since i last update.

As i said, i update no update same. No tags after all. -.-

Okay, nehmind. I write for myself t read. :x

Life was good for me, me and my boyf was good.

On the 11th day, we quarrel just because of a small matter.

About piercing, stupid right? I dont know wad t do.

Whether t close it or not, im confused.

But i doesnt wants t quarrel with him.

I love him, alot. Forever, till eternity. (L)

Hmmmmm, hope we would stop those quarrels.

It has been the 15th day since we've been together. And counting. (:

Arg, i just read finish Low Kay Hwa's book. 'Destiny's Cries'.

Its a fxcking sad and touching story.

The boy was 17 and the girl was 23.

They feel in love with each other.

The girl has some kind of thingy going thru her blood or something,

and she has t die or she will hai other people die.

She always wanted t jump off the building.

But something is controlling her.

She can go t another reality.

The boy loves her alot, he doesnt wants t see her die.

So he sacrifice himself for saving the girl.

The boy dies, but before tt.

He didnt tell the girl tt he was gonna die because of her.

Her lied t her, he made her hate him.

Aftertt he wrote a letter, put it in a balloon and let it go.

He died at the end, fxcking sad. My tears was like flowing down, )':

The fiirst book i read was 'You are here' .

It was another sad and touching story too.

A boy and a girl met when they are in primary skul.

The boy kept bullying the girl until one day they fall for each other.

They been together for 15years.

When they were 8, they went t Jurong Bird park.

They was lost, it rains heavily. Aftertt, there's a rainbow.

When they are 16, the boy brings the girl back t JBP(Jurong Bird park).

They made a promise, tt after every 8years they would go JBP t make another promise.

Until they are 80years old. They think about the future,

After their O's they would go JC. After tt the girl go work,

the guy go for NS. After he come out they work together.

At 23years old, they would married. At 24 would have childrens.

And the made a description ' A boy mets a girl, they fall in love with each other and been together, they live happily ever after. '

They went t a factory t work while waiting for their O's result.

The boy attitude change, he love another girl working in factory too.

But the girl wad older den him, he brokeup with the girl.

Aftertt, he knows tt the another was just using him.

So they didnt meet alr. The girl called the guy and wanted t tell him,

tt her mother is dead, but the boy doesnt want t listen.

The boy finds a new girlf. Call Wendy, they been together.

Until one day, the boy mets the girl by coincidence. They chat,

the guy falls inlove back with her. Wendy doesnt knows.

One day, while the boy having lunch with Wendy, the girl called.

She was sick, having high fever. The boy wanted t tell Wendy the truth.

Bu has no chance t talk. The boy accompany Wendy till she go home,

den rush t the girl's house. She's veh sick, the boy send her t hospital.

She has a sickness, at fiirst. The boy tot tt it was because of the high fever she had.

But its not, its because she cant accept tt the boy leave her.

She's sad, she love him alot. She had alot people in her mind talking t her.

The girl will be shrieking younger after every 2weeks.

She was 22, but her mindset will be younger after every 2weeks.

She crys for burgers and plays with Hello Kitty. The boy cant take it,

he wanted t leave her. But after knowing the real truth why she became like tt.

He felt guilty. He stayed at her side every moment. He quitted his job.

He wants t takecares of her until the day she recover.

One day, he brought her t JBP. The girl crys for burgers and plays with HelloKitty.

The boy cant take it. He walk away and leave her ALONE there.

Aftertt, he thinks. She 22 but her mindset is younger. How can he leave a kid there by its own.

He rans back, she is gone. He ran away he Birdpark find her.

He saw her at the road side, he shouts her name.

She didnt hear because she was hearing t her own songs.

She turns back and saw him, she ran towards him. A car was there horning her but she could not hear. The driver bang till her. She's dead,

The last word he heard from her wad .. ' You are here .. '

A sad story right? Exchanging books with Precious and Sweetlove.

I love Low Kay Hwa's book, but i dont like the ending. ):

Cause it always makes me drop my tears. D':

Okay, quite long post for today. Cause of those storys. :x

Its 1:24am now, gotta sleep. Eyes shutting sooon.

Nights and ZaiJiannnnn peoples! :D

2011-07-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hey, second post for the day. Im feeling quite bored now.

So i decided t post again, (:

Its 12:21am. Tmr having skul, but yet i havent sleep. (:

Okay, im currently attached. T someone from my skul.

He's my primary skul and my secondary skul friend.

Cool or wad, i love him. Alot. ♥

He made me feel like i've been loved again,

and oh yes. I've forget MCJZ. (: Hope we are now friends? ^^

Seriously, i cant believe tt he would ever loved me.

I cant believe i would ever love him back.

And i seriously cant believe tt we've been together.

Its the 7th day we've been together, i love my dear boy.

I guess his sleeping soundly like a pig now. xD

Er, we now de relationship abit luan.

Cause of he's ex ._. Okay, drop this subject better. (:

No worry my dear, i believe in you. I know you wont do anything tt disappoint me.

I T R U S T Y O U. ^^

Let bygone be bygones, put away all those memories.

Put away all those past and bring those future here.

I wont blame you for wad you've done last time.

Alr say is last time, no point taking out and say.

Now is now, last time you dont love me. But now you do,

K, i think tt's for all. My eyes closing sooon. Nights reader. ^^

2011-07-06T08:51:00.000-07:00

Yo people. Im like finally back eh? Guess no one is stalking my blog too.

K, nehmind~ Two days agoo ~~~~~ *Rewinding back.

It was KeRoLy's 2nd month! HOHO, HappyAnniversary my sist.

I know tt our plan t Seoul Garden cui, but its okay.

2nd month, Duck rice. ♥

Morning, met up with sist and went t peii Precious make hair.

Ate Duck rice aftertt. Cab t amk, pump.

Pump t sianx niao, went nebo sitsit playplay.

Stayed at nebo for long, played board games for 2hours.

Fiirst, the talltall tower. Its quite xiasuey cause when it falls,

is veh loud. And you will be the spotlight there. LOL.

But i like. (Y) Aftertt is .. Taboo.

Me: * Choosing card, look. The word is 'Nonsense'.

Laugh and said, Emily's favourite word. '

Sweetlove: Nonsense. LOL

We all laugh like nobody's business. Den aftertt .. Boogle? Something de ._.

Emily win all the time cause she's the best among all for english.

I always last . ):

And the last game, Snake&Leather. LOL.

Sweetlove and i was at the top. Precious at below,

she says ' How i wish can faster see you both kenna slide down by the snake. '

My turn, i roll the dice. And it stop at a snake, i kenna slide down. ):

Sweetlove's turn, she stop at a longer den me de snake, she kenna slide down.

We both is like, wth. Si Precious, suey cui. Made us become at below.

LOL. They say i like t kick their backside cause i always backstab them,

den they byebye t the veh start. :x And there's still got alotalot of things happened.

Even though our plan cui, but we are still happy afterall.

We play like we are still young.

We laugh like nobody's business. We did alot.

2months, we go thru alot. We went up and down,

We shared laughters, we shared tears. We quarrel, we fight.

Your are the one who walk in when everyone is walking out.

Your hugs worth more than anyone could imagine.

Your will always stands a important place in my heart and never be replaced. ♥

Happy Belated 2nd months sist! I love you both alot k. (:

P.S: Remember this peekture? We took at Marina Barrage. Nice, i like. ^^

2011-06-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

I love you but i know im not the one you love the most.

Lets call it over, you fooled me enough.

You made me felt as though im the happiest girl in the world when im in your arms.

Everything felt right until I realized i was just an option t you.

You never loved me the way i tot you did.

You loved her more, and since its like this.

Let me do it for you. Go t her, take it tt im pushing you away.

Toll no more on me, im leaving with a suitcase of tears you've sent me packing.

I've actually totally forgotten about you and about t start a new relationship of my own,

you suddenly came up my mind again.

Everyone tells me about you, asked me how was you and me.

When im bored at home, cant sleep. Lying on my bed,

i thinks of you. Suddenly, you appear in my mind, again.

I dontknow why, why izzit just so hard for me t forget about you?

But sometimes i get super angry of you,

i just dontknow why and i dontknow how am i feeling right now.

I couldnt express my feelings out. It is hidden in my heart.

For so long, and i doesnt know wad t do?

Even i wants t say out, i've choosen a perfect person t talk t.

But i still dontknow how t say it out.

This feeling is like cant leave me, its gonna stay in my heart forever.

Arg, wad the hell am i gonna do?

This feeling sucks, life sucks. Every sucks.

I really wish i could an overall answer for this, or i really wish t die now. ):

2011-06-25T11:54:00.000-07:00

My new boyf. Shuai not? xD

Okay, seriously. I havent really forget MCJZ.

I know i should mention his name in my blog again.

But i cant tahan. Yes, i miss him. But wad can i do?

He miss his girlf and not me. Anymore, ):

Ever fallen for someone so hard, a person tt you shouldnt have fallen for?

You felt like they are the right one,

they flirted and led on you for weeks, months and maybe even years.

You log on facebook just t see if they are online because he's the only person you wants t talked t.

When talking t them, they make you feel like the happiest person ever.

Even though they are chatting up a doezen others at the same time.

And you know all you have t do is t move on, but you cant.

They begin t hurt you, but you came all the way you just dontwant t let go.

All you think about is the day when they realize you are the one.

Deep inside you know it will most likely never happened.

Gotten played so hard, fallen in love when you knew it was wrong from the start.

You got jealous of everyone who talks t them, and everyone is a threat.

You hear something you doesnt want t hear about it .

Even though all the facts come together,

And it seem t be so true, you still dont believe it.

Because this person is tt important t you .

Its called being played, it happened. It's shit.

Cant stop wad makes you happy, even though its wad is making you hurt.

2011-06-25T11:37:00.000-07:00

Gerald and Sweetlove PK-ing.

The moment we do this, everyone wants t take photo of it ._.

Want know why my leg is bend? Cause the stage blocking my leg. -.-

Im second leii. Maisiaosiao. xD

Hello everyone. Came here t update my dead bloggy here.

Actually, update or not also no use. Cause,

there's no readers here! D:

Okay, wadever. Today went t Marina Barrage with Precious, Sweetlove, Gerald, Precious's brother and Lynn.

Fiirst, Precious and her brother came at around 12plus.

Sweetlove came aftertt around 1plus.

Cooked maggie mee cause we all are starve t death.

Ate and cab t find mummy fiirst, den cab t amkhub.

Train pump awhile, mrt t MarinaBay.

Bus400 t Marina Barrage. Found place there, sit and started t play.

Rehearsal finish, fly kite timeeeeeeeee.

But unfortunately, kite cant go up. ):

So volleyball for awhile. Den sitsit, talktalk, eateat.

7plua-8, fireworks. Cant see clearly cause some idiot people doesnt wants t sit down.

Block my view. -.- I feel tt at Serangoon see more nice! :x

Den we decided t go up the stage. Actually just wants t take photo.

Den become dance den babyfreeze. Cool or wad. LOL.

Sweetlove do bridge, me and Precious do babyfreeze.

Wanted Gerald t take photo only, cameup.

Everyone calls us do again, they want take. Lawls, tot we wad?

Their model? :x Den Gerald and Sweetlove PK.

Those indians keep take photo of them.

Den i shouted 'Orh! Shang Stomp liao! LOL.' Aftertt, kenna chase down by security.

Den packpack stuffs, went down t play water.

Gerald's leg got hurt by the stupid wood thingy. So he cant play,

got fxcking wet ._.

I purposely keep want spray Gerald cause he cant play. HAHA.

I know he would come t my blog and stalk me. So i want t write bigbig. :x

LOL, 9plus went t change clothes and all.

10plus bus back t MarinaBay. Mrt back Hougang.

Its 3am now. Sleepy, x.x But i want t update blog fiirst. Kk, i think i should go next post alr. (:

2011-06-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

Hey, im back from 3days 2night vb camp.

Havent been update my blog for quite a long time.

So came here t update yea. (:

Fiirst day of camp, im late for training. x.x

AmkSec came over t have a friendly with us.

Lose 2matches t them and won 3matches.

Last match, 23:25. We are 23. Shanice came,

she serve all strong ball and they cant catch.

Serve, serve. 26: 25? Forget alr, but we won the last match. (:

12plus, basketball people came t train.

Went t have our lunch, chicken rice. And went t gym for physical training.

3pm, went back t ISH for training.

Train till 6plus-7. Duck rice for dinner.

Aftertt, went t bath and went back for deciding where t go for vb outing.

Den it was alr 11plus, actually plan t watch movie.

But some of them are tired, so went t sleep bag and sleep.

Was damn hot uh, hotter den my house. Even though my house no air-con,

but there's still a nice bed, and a better fan. Really damn hot.

Pauline keep pushing me, make me cant sleep. ):

Next day, 7plus wokeup by Belinda's alarm and Pauline's shout.

Brush teeth, prepared. Went t ISH earlier for mopping floor.

Had match with BukitView sec. Won 5matches and lose 1matches due t change player.

But its okay, like wad couch says. Win lose not a problem.

Its about how you play and wad you've learn. (:

Aftertt, NasiLemak for lunch. 2hours of physical training again.

My leg, arms and back is aching. Cramp. ):

3pm, went back t ISH. Had matches with QueenstownSec.

Lose 5matches, win 1match. Aftertt, its around 5plus-6?

Went back homeroom fiirst, stay at there till 7plus.

Went down t have pizza. (: Played watergame after pizza.

9plus-10plus went t bath. NCC is having nightwalk.

Have ghost, i want see hows the ghost look like.

But too bad, Ms tan dont let. ):

Chitchat, have group talk. And around 12plus-1. Slept.

Today wokeup at around 6plus.

Prepare, push all the table back t its original place.

Had breakfast and went t ISH.

Had match with PunggolSec.

Won 2matches, lose 4matches. I think is win 2, or 1. Forget alr.

Den aftertt, couch talks t us.

I feel tt we've improved. Cause i remember Sec1 we did played with Punggol too.

And we were thrash by them. Now we have won 1-2matches. Is good. ^^

12plus, went home. And started use comp. :D

Slept for awhile, wokeup at around 8plus. Went down t meet Sweetlove for dinner.

Aftertt, bus t Precious's house and talk. Saw them sooo happy.

Hug Precious sooo tightly. ^^

Talktalk under her block. Den around 9plus walked home with Sweetlove.

Tmr Precious going her friend's chalet.

Sweetlove go watch movie with her boyf.

I go work with Daniel and maybe Xinfei?

Omg, im sick. Having fever and cough badly. 37.8 D:

Kkay, should stop here. Longg post. ZaiJiannnnn, tags are needed. ^^

2011-06-09T10:04:00.000-07:00

Yo, im back t post yea. (:

So sianx, tmr have volleyball.

But i think im not going. Lazy,

plus sweetlove and precious is at my house nao.

They are tonning here. (L)

But nao, they are sleeping. -.-

Grrrrrrrr, alone using comp. ):

I've nothing t post about yea,

i need more tagggggg! D:

End here, ZaiJiannnnnnnn. :D

2011-06-05T11:55:00.000-07:00

Family photo. Left is my mum, right is my dad. Middle is me. :D

Precious look so damn fxcking chio nao.

See properly, its heels. (L)

Today wokeup early in the morning,

because im going t church with Precious, Sweetlove, Sebas[Daddy] and Tianxin.

Wokeup at around 8.30plus. Bath > prepare .

Waiting for Sweetlove and Precious t come my house.

They tu si gan. ;x Sweetlove reach at around 9plus.

Precious reach around 10plus. Daddy keep call me and rush us.

Prepared everything and cab down t Bishan int t meet them.

Mrt t Jurong, and t Piooner. After bus t City Harvest.

We are fxcking late. Spent 2hour plus at there.

After tt, mrt homed with Sweetlove and Precious.

Precious went home due t she has t go fetch her didi from camp.

So Sweetlove and me nua at my house eating maggie mee.

Precious says her mother doesnt wants her t go anymore.

So Precious met us at amk. Sweetlove accompany me go 707 t take laptop den t amk.

While we just reached, daddy reach there also le.

Pump > camwhore. Lazy t upload the peekture as my comp veh cui.

After tt, daddy go home. Took 74 home together with Sweetlove and Precious.

Sweetlove came my house, went down t buy things t eat.

Talktalk, she use comp awhile till around 11plus she went off alr.

Den use comp. Im sick , but i cant sleep. Keep coughing and feel like vomiting.

So xinku, sad. ): Saw Cheryl status abit sad, chatchat with her.

Anwei her and gave her some advice. Hope she will listen in.

Cheryl : Dont sadsad le laa. Its not worth k. Must remember wad i told you k.

Dont one ear in one ear out. ;x

Cheersup, dont drop a single tear for him/her.

Be strong, i know its hard t do it. But you still have t try it.

You're still young, still got a longlong way t go.

There's still alot peepos out there waiting for you.

So move on, (:

2011-06-04T11:07:00.000-07:00

K, due t im veh sianx. So decided t make my blog alive.

Second post! :D

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO,

HAPPY 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY! :DD

We've been thru alotalot. Sad, happy, angry, emo and everything.

We must break the curse of the sistship,the curse in three sist. K?

Yes, we quarrel. But quarrels bring us together and know each other more.

Three of us, sist forever till eternity.

Nothing do us apart. -Emily.

Boyf can break, sist cant break. -Caroline.

Sist is the one who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. - Kelly.

Sist is both your mirror and your oppsite side.

Everyone says me and Sweetlove look alike. Nao even Precious is becoming like us too. (:

040511, memories kept in me always and forever.

I Love You Both Always And Forever Till Eternity. Remember this in your heart. (L)

2011-06-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

Yo! I know its been a longgggg tyme since i've blogged yea.

I came back t blog. Coz i've my mood back alr. (:

Okay, i've not totally forget MCJZ. Seriously, i can say tt.

But im really trying my best.

And i've alr forgotten GHS, but nao. His back t my mind alr.

He say those sweet things t me and say lots of thing till my half heart is alr at him.

But den he told me he doesnt wants t be with me anymore.

He wants t be single. Lyke wtf? -.- Arg, wadever.

KLWJ has become my gan stupid. Should i choose him?

I still dontknow wad's my exact answer. Im still veh luan.

I love MCJZ, i like GHS. I think KLWJ is cute but i dont like his attitude though.

OKAY, WADEVER. :D It's 1.52am. And its 5th. Not 4th, i can attitude alr. (:

Okay, 4th. Precious, Sweetlove and me de anniversary.

Sweetlove came up my house, bus 101 pass Precious's house. She came up.

And guess wad, i've made the SAME present as Precious. Xin you lian xin. :D

101 t nex. Fiirst, we go eat PIZZA HUT. (: Actually plan t sing k.

But veh ex. So didnt alr. Fxcking full.

Laughing all around pizza hut. Sweetlove is always the spotlight.

HAHAHAHA. K, aftertt. Sogurt, and den up t skygarden slack.

Camwhore. (: Lazy t upload here, i've uploaded in facebook.

If you wanna see, go t my facebook den. (:

Slack till around 4plus, 5plus-6? Bus t amkhub for pump again. (L)

No one at there, awhile Agnes and her friend came and left.

Precious, Sweetlove and me went t gaigai at around amkhub.

After tt cab t Precious's house downstairs for dance practice.

Till around 10plus. Precious go home, went mac t mummum with Sweetlove.

After tt she came up my house awhile den went back home alr.

A funfunfun day i had. :D Thanks for everything my dear sist.

I really had lots of fun. So excited for 100days.

Wondering how would it be like. Hahahahaa,

No matter how far we are, our heart will always be together still. (:

And pleaseplease remember our promises.

Gougou shou. Fan hui de ren lian shang zhang P I M P L E S. :D

I love this sentence ttm ah! :DDDDDD

And remember, Boyf can break. Sist CANT break oh.

Loveyou bothhhh ttvm. :DDDD (L)

2011-05-11T07:55:00.000-07:00

How i wish i could hug you forever and never let go.

I miss the tyme we hugged each other tightly .

Seeing back t those msges we sent last tyme and when we havent been together ,

its totally damn different. I hope we would be lyke how we use t be when we just been together.

Boy , i still cant manage t forget you. I still love you.

I miss the tyme we kissed.

The tyme when im sleeping and you call Bobby jump up just t wake me up and tell me they come back alr. I've cried , again . Seeing those msg makes me cry.

Seeing those peektures really makes me cry.

Hearing wad they said, makes me cry too.

Hearing wad sweetlove told me make me cry more .

Wadever thing is included about you just makes me cry.

I remember , you've said tt you would love me forever .

You said i wont be facing all things things alone anymore.

You said you will peii me face all those ups and downs.

But den .. You dont need me anymore . You dont even need me at the veh start.

You said , We cant bring wad cant be together t come together.

Just lyke how you cant mix fire with water , sugar with salt.

We dont even have gou tong de ji hui le.

Chang tong bu ru duan tong. Sorry .

Sorry ? Wad is sorry ? You know wad? Not every sorry can cure everything.

If sorry can cure, there wont be any police in Singapore anymore.

Quit saying sorry , because sorry doesnt say enough.

Do you remember wad's the 3reason you gave me?

I still remember , and i'll remember it forever.

You said you really fall for me le , but within 14days ..

You said you are not a hongster ..

You said you only love me ..

You said you love me , you said you need my love ..

But after 2weeks , you dontneed alr.

Why ????????????????????????????????????????? D:

AHHHHHHHHHHHH! IM GOING MADDDDDDDDD!

I WISH I CAN SLEEP , AND DONT WAKEUP FOREVER.

I DONTWISH T CONTINUE THIS LIFE.

THIS LIFE SUCK T THE CORE.

I WANT BACK THE LIFE WHEN YOU NEEDED ME ALOT.

WHEN YOU LOVE ME ALOT.

WHEN WE WERE SO CLOSE.

DO WAD CAN FASTER DIE ? I DONTWISH T LIVE IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE.

IN THIS LIFE ANYMORE.

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2011-05-11T07:14:00.000-07:00

Precious , im sorry. I really doesnt know wad i want nao.

Or even wad i wanna do nao.

Indeed , my xin nao veh fan. I dontknow wad's my answer.

You know ? Tell me please, i relly need t know wad's my answer nao.

Yes , i doesnt wish t hurt him .

Im trying my best t forget him ,

but i just cant and i dontknow why . D:

Xin de yi jing lai le, ke shi jui de hai shi qu bu liao.

Thanks sist. iLoveyou . (L)

Sweetlove, Cheersup. See , you lyke tt.

I lyke tt , Emily also lyke tt .

Iknow i cant call you forget you jiu can.

Jiayous ,, i know you can do it.

Emily and i will always be there for you . Cheersup . (L)

Lyke wad Emily says , you never tell us , how would we know .

Plus , i know how you feel right nao. Really.

Stay strong , you dont need guys . You just need me and emily.

This is wad you've said.

Action speaks louder den words. Standup again ,

live lyke there's no tmr , laugh lyke how you does everytyme.

NON-STOP. K, iLoveyou , (L)

2011-05-09T09:56:00.000-07:00

Its the third day alr. I think he has fall asleep alr barh?

Im really fxcking confused nao.

I dontknow wad t tell him or wad.

Its the fiirst tyme i stress till i cry.

I was looking at 'his' profile just nao.

Thinking back those memories we had together.

And i found tt you fall for your ex back and not me anymore.

Looking at 'HIS' profile , thinking back when we were tonning together.

The tyme i cried and you didnt know how t anwei me.

And thinking tt how and wad am i going t say or do .

Feel lyke crying out nao. But wad can i do,

smiling outside. Dying inside. ):

Sadly .. He pass away .. iLovehim. And imisshim .. Alot .

I know alot of peepos fang bu xia, even me..

But .. wad can we do? .. Only can cry ..

Even though we didnt talk much ,

but i still love you alot.

Cheersup , my dear families.

Rest in peace , sigh . D':

2011-05-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

Before.

After. Chio right.

She keep say ugly , keep combing.

Sweetlove emoing.

Today Sweetlove and Precious came up my house.

Nua awhile , went down t peii Precious cut hair.

She finally cut. She feels abit sad luhs , i think she really dont lyke herself nao.

She keep say herself not nice,

but sweetlove and me keep saying its nice.

Okay wadever , den went t mac t eat.

Met Fiona and Pauline t take things and they go liao.

Saw Kuku and Prisilla , slack awhile.

Cab t amk. Played pump while waiting for Yvonne and Brandon.

They came , mrt t Somerset for pump pro2.

I only lyke the bunny thingy. Its quite fun uhs.

9plus jiu go liao. And one fxcking funny thing was tt.

We seperate. Yvonne , Brandon and Jiaqing go back amk.

Sweetlove , Precious and me go hougang.

Their train comes fiirst , they went in. The door close.

And suddenly sweetlove say ' eh, our shirt. '

Precious go bang the door , the door open again.

Precious jitao shout ' our shirt. '

Jiaqing say ' i think no tyme liao . '

Sweetlove ' Just take it out laaaaa. '

Jiaqing open his back and pass out. Cha yi diandian drop into the hole siallll.

Back t hougang den homed.

2011-05-08T10:41:00.001-07:00

I hope i can be the lil girl. Cover ears and stop hearing those un-necessaries things.

So there wont be any confusion .

MCJZ. ): 30thMarch11.

I miss those tymes when you played with my hair.

I miss those tymes when i called you a dog.

I miss those tymes when you called me a pig.

I miss the tyme when the fiirst day we've been together. How shy we are.

I miss the pig you gave me.

I miss those tymes you pad on my head .

I miss those tymes you smiled t me.

I miss those tymes we held hand.

I miss those tymes when we walked together.

I miss those tymes i sent you t bus stop.

I miss those tymes when you called me yours.

I miss those tyme we deesiao each other.

I miss those tymes you protected me when i kenna deesiao.

I miss those tymes when i just cross the road without seeing cars and you shouted me.

I miss those tymes you pulled me back beside you.

I miss those tymes we laughed together.

I miss those tymes you told me you loved me .

I miss those tymes when i received your msg everyday.

I miss those tymes when we you text me from the tyme you wakeup till the tyme you sleep.

I miss those tymes i called you.

I miss those tymes when im able t stand near you.

I miss those tymes when im able t tell you i love you.

I miss those tymes you hugged me.

I miss those tymes we kissed.

I miss those tymes we spend alone.

I miss those tymes we quarrelled.

I miss those tymes i look at your backview.

I miss those tymes we called each other 'dear'.

I miss those tymes we talked in msn.

I miss those tymes we webcam.

I miss those tymes when im bored and you peii me till i sleep.

I miss those tymes i used your fonee.

I miss those tymes when im sleeping and you sat beside me doing nothing.

I miss those tymes i smell the heavy smell of your perfume.

I miss those tymes you being bhb.

I miss those tymes when i send you t the bus stop , asking me t kiss you before you go.

I miss those tymes when you promise me how well you'll treat me.

I miss those tymes when we promised each other things , but end up didnt do.

I miss those tymes when you sat beside me.

I miss those tymes when i turn around , and is able t see you.

I miss those tymes we are together.

I miss those tymes when you said tt i confirm cant ate finish the things .

I miss those tymes when we walked slowly and talking .

I miss those tymes you played with my dog.

I miss those tymes i played with your dog.

I miss those tymes we go each others house.

I miss those tymes when you peii me go meet my mother.

I miss those tymes when you angry me coz im nua-ing at home.

I miss you . D:

I always told myself , i have alr let go. I dont wanna care.

Why should i care , there will be no outcome anyway.

But till the end of tyme , i still just realise infact.

I did not let go of aniithiing about you at all/

Not even a single thing i've forgotten about you.

I remember so much , i really miss the days spent with you.

When we were together always staying at your house.

t us seemed t be boring last tyme. Not play game jiu shi sleep.

But nao , i miss it so much !

However , we will never be lyke this again anymore.

The happiness i always used t feel was gone.

and no one had ever let me feel this way again, anymore.

I dontknow how long will i ever take t forget you. But i guess it's just so impossible at all.

Regrets are inevitable. Wad's else is there t say?

I didnt tot of this could really happened .

Never tot tt we could end tt fast , within 2weeks.

Tell me was it my fault t be in this situation ?

It's okay t be angry and never let go.

It only get harder the more tt you know.

When you get lonely if no one's around .

You know tt i'll catch you when you are falling down.

We came together but you left alone.

And i know how it feels t walk out on your own.

Maybe someday i'll see you again.

And you will look me in my eyes and call me your friend or even stranger ..

2011-05-08T10:13:00.000-07:00

I want you t hug me from behind, unexpectedly.

I want you t hold me and keep me warm.

I want you t take amazing photos with me.

I want you t tell your friends how much you love me.

I want you t drop everything and hug me tight.

I want you t snuggle with me in the movie theaters.

I want you t smile every single tyme you see me.

I want you t know how much i love you.

I just , want you. (This is wad i wrote on facebook too.)

Okay, seriously. Im nao really confuse.

He suddenly told me tt.

And finally , i know wad was the question he wanted t ask me alr.

Its rather late. Coz he has fall for another girl.

And im totally off his heart alr, isnt it ?

Sweetlove and Precious calls me t choose him.

Yes, i love him. But i cant forget him too.

So wad am i gonna go nao?

I left 2days , or even 1and a half day. .

I remember when we havent been together ,

you told me tt i wont be alone alr.

i wont be alone facing those things alr. You'll be by my side.

But tyme passes , everything changes too . .

Yes , i've emo infront of sist. But wad did they do?

They did nothing , they says its my attitude.

Your didnt even know wad happened t me.

Its totally not attitude , and your say its my attitude.

Ah, wadever. She's sad nao. We are sad too.

Dont seem tt when i sad you will sad too.

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Im just fxcking confuse nao.

No one could understand me. Even sist. .

Wadever i do , also wrong . Everything also my attiude .

Your just dont understand me .........

Ya , im the youngest in three.

Im the childish-est in three.

Im the stupid-est in three.

My attitude is the bad-est in three.

iknow , everything . When sweetlove always angry.

Is because i made her , but i was just joking.

And im always the one who tried veh best t made her happy again.

I always tried my veh best not t say her back,

even if have , say a lil den stop. Let her say me.

When she's emo, im always the want anwei-ing her.

When she walks away , im always the one who follow her lykes a dog.

But when i walks away leii? When i angry leii?

When im sad leii ? Hais ...

I really trying my best t changed. Did your notice?

I bet .. no . Ahhhhhh, wadever ...............

Im always kenna left out. Dont your feel tt?

I feel tt, always .

FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML.

This is wad you said ,

BOYF CAN BREAK , BUT SISTER CAN BREAK.

I'll always remember.

2011-05-05T23:23:00.000-07:00

This is the one i edited. Nice ? ):

Im veh sianx nao. Meeting Precious lata at Nex.

Sweetlove meeting us at amk t pump lata.

Bath and out i go . So sianxxxxxxxxx.

Come back den post barh. ZaiJiannnnnn.

Nao i update bloq machiam also no one de .

No one taq de . -.-

2011-05-05T22:55:00.000-07:00

This peekture is edited by Sweetlove. They are posting this on bloq ,

so i think i post this also. Maybe mine veh ugly. ):

Okay laa, seriously. Her want more chio. (:

Boyf can break , sist can break . (L)

Sist forever . xD Loveyour lotsssss. ;shy

Boy , i know you wouldnt come t my bloq.

But i've t tell you this.

If you seriously dont love me , please dont gimma fake hope can?

You are treating me hot and cold.

Sometymes , treat me so good tt i tot you have feelings in me alr.

Say those things t made me feel so touch.

And sometyms treat me so cold , say me all this .

Didnt text me all this . Keep telling me about 'her'.

Really, if you dont love me. Can just be friends only.

No need treat me hot and cold de.

You will made me feel sad you know ?

I doesnt just wants t be your mei , i wants more den tt.

You know? Can you just gimme an answer?

Even if its no, i'll give you my blessing.

I will be sad , but its nothing . Understand ?

Friends? Dont treat me so good , i this kind of peepos ,

will think differently. I will tot you love me. I'll misunderstood.

Do you understand ? .........................

You just look back t me, i've melted. Again.

Why? Im nao really fxcking confused alr.

Do you still loves me or not?

Please, it took a long tyme for me t forget you.

Even though im not totally forget you,

but its half alr , and thanks t your look.

It makes back t FULL.

Do you know tt it makes me fxcking xinku?

This feeling sucks k.

Nao its back t full , im back t stalking you.

I saw lots of things tt made me sad again.

Just wad you want? Why are you making me till lyke this?

You are just nothing , but why i lyke this?

I cant stop thinking those memories we had before.

The tyme you kissed me ... Its so memoreble ....... 30th's ......

2011-05-05T02:31:00.000-07:00

Sweetlove, i know you are feeling veh down and upset nao.

I know how you feel right nao.

I know this feeling sucks. Really,

I know you are really veh xinku ,

and wants t cry out nao . Cry out loud, it will feel better.

But it just tt my shoulder not there for you ,

coz you doesnt wants t meet us.

I just dontwant you t do foolish things and hurt yourself.

If you really does, believe me. I confirm will double.

He doesnt say he dont love you , its just tt he wants t study fiirst.

And after all those stressed on studies, den relationship comes.

You understand ? I dontknow wad he told you , you didnt wanted t tell us.

But wadever it is , even though he dont love you.

There's still alot guys outside. I know you cant forget him.

But , hais ... Can you dont lyke tt ? You will make us feel sad too.

I know you cant do wadever. You also lyke cant dont sad.

But , try cheersup .

I've t tell you this , whereever you go. I'll follow. Even you dontwant i follow ,

i will follow, even is lyke one dog. I'll still willing t follow you.

If you wants t stop at a place , i'll stop with you.

Sist forever till eternity. Forever, eternity is wad you said.

If you are sad , i cant promise tt i can make you happy.

But i can promise tt i'll sad with you.

Feel lyke crying , i cant promise i will cheers you up.

But i can promise i'll lend you my shoulder and cry with you.

Happy ? Let's all happy together , siao together .

If you want cut , i cant stop you from cutting .

But i promise i will cut double of yours , and cut with you .

Even die, i also willing t die with you .

I know i cant stop you from thinking those things ,

cant stop you from doing all those foolish things ,

but i can promise tt i'll do those foolish things or wadever with you.

Sist, this is wad real sist are.

Emily and me are really veh worry about you.

Rmb, wadever things happened , we will always be there for you.

We will always love you , i know tt's not the love you want .

But we still love you. Cheersup , my dear .

No matter wad happened , i'll always be by your side if you willing t meet me .

I'll always love you , ♥

2011-05-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

MYE starts le. ):

Today is English paper1. Compo and writing a report.

Waa , confirm fail . ):

10end le. (: Lata meeting sweetlove , Emily , Kenny and Fenglong t study.

Wondering is ' she ' going ? Hope no lor, lata i jealous again . ):

Wadeverrrrrrr. He's not my who also, cant control himmmm.

Emily ends at 2plus. They ends at 2-3plus. Confirm meet veh late niao nor.

Wondering will still go pump anot. D:

Okayy , wadever . Stupid sweetlove is still at point.

Lalalalala, bath nao . And waitttttttt.

ZaiJiannnnnnnnnnnnn. (:

2011-05-03T22:20:00.000-07:00

I lyke this peekture alot. ;shy

Monday , Emily came t my house .

Walked t green t meet sweetlove den peii Emily buy lens.

Bus t mall t meet Kenny and Fenglong .

They are seriously fxcking concentrate.

Talk t them awhile , cab t amk .

We are fiirst . (:

Bradon, Justin and Brandon's girlf came.

Follow buy Ting and Valerie .

Battles , argues all around . Memories uh hur. (:

Den we went t OneShe t eat.

Chit-Chat, Laugh, Drink, Eat.

Sweetlove keep texting him , Emily keep waiting for his reply.

Me so emo . ):

I was drinking caremel , sweetlove fxcking made me laugh ,

and i spilled the caremel . -.-

Cab t Emily's house downstairs , slacked .

Heart t heart for awhile and she went home alr.

Went t play swing awhile den bus home.

2011-05-03T21:40:00.000-07:00

Im back t post due t NgoCaiyue says she will stalk me . xD

Okay, fiirst t announce tt .. Im back t single life AGAIN.

K, due t some reasons. Dont wish t elaborate more uhs.

Saturday, 29may i think. Me and Carol went t Channel's biirthday part at Pasir ris park.

We took 88 t inter den 403 t pasir ris park. Fenglong, Kenny and Fathur went t fetch us.

Reach there was about 5plus? Saw Channel in the room using laptop.

Chatchat, around 6plus. The buffet come niao.

Caroline is lyke a hungry ghost eating. Machiam few years never eat lyke tt. ;x

After eating , went down t BBQ pit t help out.

The guys starting the fire , Caroline helping them t BBQ .

And me , help t spread the butter. (:

I was called as the butter girl, Caroline as the maid. Fenglong as the satay man. ;x

Hahahahaha. K, So due t Fenglong is hungry.

Caroline went up t take food for him. Den i take drinks.

Sweetlovees take fxcking lots. Machiam feeding pig, i take a lil for Kenny only.

But end up he also cant finish. ):

Went down continue t BBQ , Sweetlove BBQ alot. But she didnt eat.

Confirm is full liao nor. Plus is not okay de. ;x

Fenglong and sweetlove keep feeding each other ,

dontknow de peepos confirm tot they couple de leii. ;x

Got one tyme Fenglong feed sweetlove the drink.

Den Fathur ask a fxcking weird question . ' Is tt babi ? '

Sweetlove jitao laughing. Den Fenglong still feeding her , he dontknow.

Den she jitao spill out. Make dao my leg. Nehneh .

Den half way , i feel something drip on my hand . I tot is whose kou shui .

But den its raining. Den we lyke mad , faster keep all those things and went up.

But the peepos opp us still happily BBQ-ing. Den when we went up , the rain stops. -.-

Went up , they eat. AGAIN. Fat liao. ;x

Around 10plus , Fenglong ask sweetlove t ton with them. She look at me , i say aniithiing.

But we just scared tt lata one of us cant. So we try fiirst.

Sweetlove call her mother , and Channel's mother help me call mummy.

Den blahblah. CAN. BOTH also can. :D

Den sweetlove and me was lyke a hyper only , laughing here and there non-stop.

Around 1plus , Fenglong and Kenny went t study.

Cute right? Chalet study . Hahaha. Channel they all came in wanted t sleep.

But coz of me and sweetlove laugh , they went out for a stroll.

Left me , sweetlove, Fenglong , Kenny and Joel.

Fenglong and Kenny continus study-ing.

Me and sweetlove continue laughing. Fenglong keep kenna distracted by us.

But Kenny isnt. He wont so easy kenna distracted de nor.

Plus the way he concentrating is fxcking cute . xD

Sweetlove sleep beside Fenglong and i sleep beside Kenny.

I go deesiao Kenny , den disturb him. I took out the ear piece say i want listen.

Den he gimme listen. (: Sweetlove share with Fenglong.

Den aftertt , Fenglong cant tahan jiu say want go for a stroll.

Den we go with the same 5person. Two infront, two behind.

Den Joel emo . Hahaha , Fenglong lend sweetlove his jacket.

Kenny lend me his jacket also.

We walk on the beach seaside, so cold ~~

We was lyke walking thru out the darkness.

Actually sweetlove veh scared de , den Fenglong put his hand on sweetlove's shoulder.

Den she not scared niao , sweet right. ;x

Den we walked t the playground , den i cried.

Coz i ....... feel something weirdweird. Aiya , dontknow how say laa. Weirdweird jiu dui liao.

Den Kenny dontknow how t anwei me , but he tried he's best. So cute laa. (:

Den we walk back t chalet. Slept for 30minplus only.

Coz Kenny sleeping snore so loud , den got one guy playing l4d. Wth.

Fenglong went t drink. Sweetlove sleep outside.

We decided t watch sunrise at 5plus , but den Channel say is 6plus.

So we all 6plus went out . Fenglong is abit drunk.

Den he keep say ' i know tt i still can walk a straight line . ' But den he fail. Haha.

We reached there , the sun rise abit niao.

Unfortunately , we didnt manage t see .

Coz the day before rains , den all those cloud blocking the sun. Arggg. D:

Nothing t do , drawdraw here and there . Sweetlove draw alot of hearts.

I wrote things inside . Fiirst was ' Caroline . '

Den ' Kelly . ' Den ' Emily . '

Follow by our code . And manymany things. Due t she draw too much hearts ,

i have nothing t write , so i write ' Carol is a dog .'

And i ran away . Hahahahahaa. :DDDD

Awhile , we went back sleep again . Nao , there are two person snoring.

Wth, one is Kenny and one is Fenglong . Grrrr , make me fxcking cant sleep.

But i still sleep le , for 1 hour plus ? Actually 8.30 suppose t wakeup.

But some of us too tired , so nua till 9.30-10. Prepared and went t whitesand t have mac breakfast. And den ddr. And went back t pack up.

Pack up finish , we all went home . And the guys went home too .

So miss them .. and those memories . ;x

In the bus , i was too tired . And i sleep on Kenny's shoulder.

His shoulder is sooo comfortable. ;shy

But den , he has t go . D:

So , i went home . Jitao die on sofa , Emily came . And i quickly go bath .

Sweetlove came too , went t pump . Sweetlove has t go fiirst .

So me and Emily stay at pump till 9plus - 10 .

Emily sent me home. (L) Met sweetlove at kopitiam fiirst.

Bought things go my house eat , heart t heart awhile . And sweetlove fall asleep.

7plus she wake me up say she wants t go home fiirst , den i say okay .

But den i sleep back , ;x Went t open door for her .

Hahahaha . :D Next post .

2011-04-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday something bad happened.

Actually he came t fetch me after volleyball , and we went t his house.

Aftertt around 6plus we walk t nex t meet Carolynn&Kirby.

But den we quarrel due t my attitude . AGAIN .

So , he walked away . He didnt want t tell me where him .

So Carolynn called me and meet me fiirst ,

i met her and pangseh her due t i really going cried out .

Im Sorry , Carolynn. Took bus t swing.

Ontheway , my tears drop down and it rains.

Dontknow weather wants t go or not. But i still decided t go.

Cried , as i stop crying , the rain stops too.

Play swing , looking up in the sky , wondering where's he.

Wad is he doing , and wondering why there's no stars.

After few minutes , stars coming out . But there's only a total of 6-7stars.

Stay there for hours. Around 8-9plus i walk home slowly.

Reflecting wad i've done , why have i do tt .

And i think tt , im really stupid t started this whole thing up.

Im sorry , so yesterday when i reach home, he said out alot things t me .

I feel really guilty , and after tt, he said alot things t me tt made me feel so touch.

im really too stupid t do all those things , i've sucha wonderful boyf right beside me ,

yet idont cherish him . KellyTan, please wakeup .

His not the same as your Ex's. His a wonderful boyf . So please cherish him.

I promise i will try not t make you aniimore .

I would cherish you from nao onwards . But the problem is ,,

why are you treating me so cold nao ? .. D:

Boyy , iLoveyouuuuu ..

2011-03-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Helloos Readers of this bloq . Sorry for not posting it again.

Emily is back t ` / - SIAOKIA(S) ; . :D

But emily , i got something t tell you .

Wo men de dao le ni de ren , que de bu dao ni de xin , na you semo yong ne ?

Decided t come back ` / - SIAOKIA(S) ; , den fully stick t us.

Dont jump here and there again. Meet Alice again.

I hope you understand wad im saying uhs.

Okay readers , im currently attached .

But i may not be saying out who. Coz .. his lyke .. dontwant peepos t know?

So better not t say out is best .

I also dont understand why he doesnt wants t say out.

Maybe he think tt he stead with me too xiasuey so he dontwant say out?

Or aniithiing else? I dontknow , we dontknow , everyone dontknow .

Only he , himself know . (:

Kaylaa , its 11.11pm . Tyme for me t go t sleep .

ZaiJiannnnn , will be back t post when im not lazy . :X

2011-03-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

Emily , i really dontknow wad the fxck wrong with you right nao.

Iknow , i've said tt i dont wish t care for you .

Read your bloq , know everything den swua.

Dont wish t care , but do you think i can ?!

This feeling in my heart feels damn hurt and feels so xinku you know ?

Why ? Why must you become lyke tt ?

Why cant you be just lyke last tyme de you ?

I really dontknow wad im doing nao , dontknow wad im thinking nao.

And i really dontknow why i just cant leave you aside.

Wad are you t me ? Just a lil tissue paper throw by me.

But why this tissue paper cant go away from my heart ?

Why must it stays forever in my heart ?

Wad are we t you ? Toy ? Say forget jiu can forget ?

Say dontwant jiu can dontwant ? Nao i dont write in facebook ,

i write in BLOQ . BIGBIG FOR YOU T SEE .

You not happy ? You stress we not stress ah?

Nao got boyf liao marh , wad boyf say must listen marh ? HUH?

Look how close we are last tyme ..

i tell you every single things from my heart.

I tell you all my xinshi . You counsel me , and all .

But nao , why everything become opp ?

You dontcare us . Nao wad's the problem with you ,

do we even have write this about you again ?
Do we even write YOUR name again ? NO.

Go out with us , Ahhh, i 10 need go home liao.

Go out with them ? 12 laa , ton laa. Everything .

Seriously , wad do you treat us as ?

Please Emily , i really cant take it liao.

I SWEAR ! I WILL TRY T FORGET YOU .

NOT EVEN A SINGLE MEMORIES OF YOU AND ME OR EVEN SIAOKIA(S).

LISTEN UP , I WILL DELETE ALL OUR PHOTOS.

I WONT EVEV LIU ONEEEEEEE. RMB THIS.

I WILL HATE YOU , FOREVER.

Even if i say this , would you even come back t us ?

i bet not . Right ?

I always would rmb wad you say t us.

You said tt you wants t join both clique.

You said tt you wants/will come back t our clique.

And one last thing , you PROMISED Fiona tt you will go meet her EVERYDAY.

Okay , if you reason for me is , ' i nao stead with Kianbeng , he call me dont de . '

Den i shall tell you one thing .

You know tt we wants you back , den wad for go be with him ?

Aiyaa , i also dontknow liao laa. You want wad , go ahead.

i DONTWISH t stops you from ANIITHING again .

You want go pungum , eat yao or wadever . I DONT WISH T KNOW OR CARE .

LISTEN HAOHAO . Even though i know i cant forget about you .

But i definitely will try my best t , EmilyOngYaXian.

R-E-M-E-M-B-E-R ! I-HATE-YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Even i cant , as usual , iwilltrymybest.

Lastlongg with KangKianBeng (theuselessdog) , secondhand want. Veh hao yong. <':

Want tell him also can , he or you bu suang , come STRAIGHT t me and say .

I suey shi feng pei . <':

2011-02-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

Alwin , you also another one . Wad is just happening t all of you ?

Wenhuei also , you also . Wad did the Alice give your eat ?

Why all of your changed t dontknow how liao.

Where is last tyme de your ? D:

Can please , all of your come back ?

i really miss last tyme de your leii . .

Why your is lyke treat me lyke not last tyme de same liao ?

Wad did Alice do t your ?! D:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! D':

2011-02-28T06:51:00.000-08:00

Emily , you rmb this photo ? When we go t MarinaBay.

We saw this and ask you t play with us.

You said tt you scared of height.

Den you still willing t play with us . Everytyme we ask you something ,

you will say aniithiing or okay de . But nao ? Emily , can you please come back ?

I beg you t death t take photo with me den you agree.

But den why you can take with the Alice ? -'-

This photo ? Rmb we take alot of tyme den can sucess? Haha , is veh cute uhs.

Whereever i go , i would have memories with you Emily. D:

EmilyOngYaXian. I know alot of peepos alr told you tt you changed alot.

And we keep nag at you , this and tt .

But did you hear wad we said ? Did you rmb wad we all said ?

Emily , i really missed you alot .

Although i know you wont come t my bloq and read my post ,

or even stalk me . But i will .

I goes t your bloq everyday when i use comp . Stalk you everyday .

See wad happened t you everyday , every min and every sec.

Emily or even sist, you really really changed alot uhs.

Do you even notice tt ?

Where ever i go , where ever i walk t , i will always have those happy ,

sad and angry memories with you . And i will smile t myself .

I would rewind back t those tymes when we are all happily together.

But did you ? Have you forgotten all those happy memories with us?

I bet you havent , but i really dontknow why would you become lyke tt.

You are not you aniimore . Last tyme de Emily wont so easily take photo with others de.

Last tyme de Emily , when we call her meet us ,

she will say aniithiing or okay . But nao she would just reply a no ,

or even say tt she is with them . She cant leave them.

Old Emily ar Emily , where have you just been t ?

Can you just show up yourself again ? I dontlyke the new Emily.

I want back the old Emily .

When we ask you questions lyke ,, who do you side .

Your answer would be BOTH . But your actions dont tell us tt you side BOTH.

You know , Actions Speaks Louder Then Words. Okay ?

Another example , when we ask , you choose t be with who ?

You be with who more happy ?

Your answer is just a simply BOTH , SAME.

But den same , your actions dont tell us tt with BOTH you are SAME happy .

Iknow we know eachother for a not so long and not so least tyme .

I've read your bloq. It makes me drop tears . See-ing your bloq ,

lyke was damn happy ? I think i would know wad would be your answer le .

Emily , can i ask you something ? Wad just happening t you ?

Why are you becoming lyke tt ? i really dontknow .

Where is my last tyme de Emily. I really miss last tyme de us you know ?

Hais .. i hope wad answer you give us wont make us sad .

And wad did the Alice give your eat sial ? Its lyke everything changed when she's with your.

EmilyOngYaXian, i really wish last tyme de you would come back.

Really really . . imissyou alot . . alot . . D':

2011-02-15T07:18:00.000-08:00

Fiona currently at my house. (:

Today after skul , met Kirby , Caroline , Nigel and Marcus.

Den straight t Marcus's house. Omgomg,

his dog's are damn cuteeeee ! :D

Awhile bus home and somethings happened ,

dont wish t say here . Den met Fiona .

Met Kirby aftertt , follow by Emily and Lavon .

Slack at mac. Caroline came aftertt .

Blahblah , went t Hougangpark slack and back t mac t eat.

Den home sweet home . (L)

2011-02-13T10:46:00.000-08:00

Okay everyone . Gonna tell your something important .

Im not in love with GHS aniimore , want know why ?

Coz iie feel tt im stupidly loving him when he knows but he donteven wants t love me . -.-

And nao he has a stead le , stupid right me ? -.-

Hate this kind of things ttm sial .

Ahhh~~ Blahblahblah .. Let Bygones Be Bygones alright ? (:

Nao im in love with another guy ~~~~~

Dont think tt im hongster when im not hor ~~ !

Let me say fiirst , im not a hongster !!!!!!! D:

His not tt shuai . Maybe his not tt tiongxim .

But iie just suddenly inlove with him .

Coz Caroline say he love me den iie 'manman' de also love him liao . ;woot

But nao iie feel tt he donteven love me at the fiirst place.

Why would iie go believe wad Caroline said ? D:

Wad should iie do ? Wad t do ? D':

JLHS, You love me or not ? Today is ValentineDay .

Wad will you do ? Nothiing ? D':

Ahhhhh. D': iLoveyou boy.

Boy , Je t'aime , Aku butuh kamu , ฉันคิดถึงเธอ . D':

ハッピーバレンタインデー . (U)

2011-02-13T10:28:00.000-08:00

Karaoke on CNY with family.
Kelly&Venaline.
Angelina&Me.

Okay , iie know its been a longgggggggggggggggggg tyme since i've been here.

Alot of peepos call me t update.

But im just lazy t do so . Nao, im sianx . So came here t update yeah. (:

Fiirst day of CNY when t Ahgong's house . Den bus t Waigong's house.

And cab t Yishun . Met Jeremy awhile with Venaline and he left , we went back .

Blahblah. Venaline, Kor and daddy went home fiirst .

Me wait for mummy t play finish mahjong den go . And many things happened .

Dontwish t elaborate so much . ;duh

Second day went t Kirby's house. Den bus t Yishun, they go fiirst .

Actually planned t watch movie with family. But no more tickets. -.-

Den went t Amkhub , play and take neoprint. After tt went Karaoke .

Lyke a sianx only . D:

Third day . . . . . . . Actually iie forget also niao . :XXXXXXXX

Wadever ~~ :D Its Sunday, oh nono .

Nao is Monday le , coz the current tyme is 2:45.

HappyValentineDay everyone . Gonna be alone , emo-ing at home . D:

Okay , skipskip t my next post . (:

2011-01-28T09:06:00.000-08:00

Today F&N (L) .

Cooked Mexican de seafood rice. iie dontfind tt mine is nice nor. D:

And den blahblah ..

After skul went t Volleyball . (L)

Saw him playing basketball . Aww . . D:

Den went up for Volleyball le , damndamn tired. x.x

Den 4plus went t take bus. Bus came , went up .

A funny thing came up again ! :D

We take 147 is double-decker de marh , den iie go up fiirst .

The bus suddenly stop and go again , den iie stopped .

Den iie heard a 'Peeeeeeee!' de sound.

Just dontcare just go up. Suddenly feel something is veh itchy at my leg there.

iie look behind, Omg . Is Yenling fall down den her hair make dao me .

Den iie started t laugh veh loud . Damndamn loud .

But feel abit guilty eh, coz is party of my fault.

If iie didnt stop she jiu wont fall de nor .. D:

But iie keep at there laugh , non-stop de sial . Haha.

Okay , current tyme is : 1.20am .

Still talking with DanielGoh , gonna sleep soon . Tired eh .

Okay la , jiu till here. ZaiJiannnn readers. Do taqq me more, thanks . (:

2011-01-28T08:43:00.000-08:00

Okay, back t post . Kinda of tired right nao.

Currently talking on fonee with DanielGoh.

Okay, here t post yesterday things.

After skul , met Emily and Ben at Serangoon mac fiirst .

Den met Fiona[Baobeii] and Senyao. Slackslack > Mummum .

Baobeii and Emily went off fiirst. Me and Ben go POSB find Jiamin[Sweetlovees] .

Den Ben go fiirst , blahblah , cab home aftertt .

Prepared met Sweetlovees again, cab t mall. Met Emily (:

Camwhore in toilet and blahblah den ate KFC for dinner.

Cab t Point for taking things and cab home .

Put things and went t take cab t Rivervile mall t Daiso but there donthave so didnt bought for Kaffy things. D: Walkwalk, went t Sweetlovees's boyf house.

Slacked and go home . Got one part vehvehveh funny !

iie angry coz she dontwant go , den iie ownself walk fiirst nor.

Wanted t scare them de , den didnt manage t do tt . So iie call Emily t 'Shhh' .

The lift at 14floor , Sweetlovees open the lift door didnt saw me .

She walked t the stairs. iie quickly run in the lift laughing den iie hold the lift door.

Keep laughing , Sweetlovees turned around den she shocked. HAHAHAHA!

If your are at the scene your confirm laugh dao siao de sial ! HAHAHA! :D

Aftertt cab home lor. Fun day eh , (:

2011-01-23T03:24:00.000-08:00

I've confess t the guy iie lyke . But the answer he gave me makes me wanna die. D:

James told me a thing tt makes me hurt myself alotalot.

Wad am iie doing t myself ?

iie alr know wad would be the answer liao , why iie still go say ?

Why ? why am iie soo stupid ?

Nao , even friiends also cant be le . D:

Should iie blame myself for being stupid ,

or blame him for calling me t say out ? Hais .. D:

How am iie going t face him in skul ?

For PSL camp, meeting . Wad am iie going t do ? D':

Everyday, Everysec or everymin will go t his profile,

see his peekture again and again.

But wad do iie get in the end ? Hurt , sadness.

GHS, iie really love you. The actual reason iie love you coz ..

iie feel happy when you talk t me ,

but too bad , 有緣無份 .. D:

But iie guess ,, iie will still love you . . D:

iie know we wont have the fate t be together ,

but iie will still try . iie wont giveup so easily.

Or maybe there will always be one&only me , and no one else will be there for me .

GHS , iie wanted t be with you .

Will iie have the chance t be with you ? D:

iLoveyou , but iie know , you will never love me .

Coz you dont really need me .

Every minute , every second of the day , iie will be missing you . D:

iie sit here , pretending im okay ,

iie go in public lyke the world is perfect ,

but inside , iie will never be happy . iLoveyou . D:

iie wanted t tell you the three words with one meaning again ,

but iie guess im too afraid t do so .

Just t let you know tt iie miss you everyday and hope tt you will be mine someday . .

Seeing you with other girl , it breaks my heart .

But iie cant do aniithiing . D:

iie just love you , GHS. D':

2011-01-23T03:06:00.000-08:00

Back t post . Not so in the mood plus bored. D:

Forgot wads the date. Went t Mabel's biirthday.

Fiirst , after skul peii Jiamin[Sweetlovees] t posb with Fiona[Baobeii] .

After tt , cab t point for Kfc. Sweetlovees go home fiirst.

Saw Haishan, Chenyan and Alan. Suddenly feel sick .

Den walk home , prepared and down t meet Sweetlovees and Baobeii.

Cab t Nex. Met Emily , Kirby and Jevin . Walkwalk , Den mrt t Plaza sing.

Met Daniel after tt . Playplay > Walkwalk . 7plus , kup money t buy cake .

Split t two cab . Sweetlovees, Jevin, Kirby and Baobeii go fiirst.

Me , Emily and Daniel den cab down hougang. Place changed and they didnt inform.

So walk t the place. Reached , start throwing flour !

Den wanted t throw egg at Mabel ,

But your know wad ? The egg is lyke stone , iie throw damn hard at her.

Didnt broke ! And drop on the floor also didnt broke.

Sweetlovees also lyke tt . Haha . Lyke a funny only . -.-

Den everyone tio flour accept me and Sweetlovees ,

Den jitao Jevin from behind make flour at me , go in my eyes . D:

Den everyone aim me and sweetlovees. Play dao everyone lyke siao.

Cb, Happyhappy , got one fxcking idiot man call police . -.-

Runrunrun ~ ~ Went up Daniel's house aftertt.

Stay at there till late . Kenna scold by his mother . Help him clean up room .

Den all kenna nag. -.- And blahblah .. 10plus t 11 .

Weikiat send me home . Bath , and died on bed .

2011-01-18T07:50:00.000-08:00

Les. xD

Coolright? Loveit (L)

FionaLiew(Baobeii) (:

Yo! :D Went here t see see and there's no one taqq me . -.-

Come here t update this deaddead bloq.

Sunday , 9Jan2011. Met Baobeii den off t Amk.

Watch ' The ghost must be crazy. ' Funny eh . Den got shuaige infront us . xD

Finish le , arcade for veh long. Emily came after tt.

Went t mummum. (L) After tt , Cab t mall.

Emliy went home . Mall with Baobeii .

Saw Elli Kuku and Yihua . (:

Den 9plus jiu went home le . (: Nextnext post . ^^

2011-01-11T06:23:00.000-08:00

3Bwuangbu's? Izzit still alive ?

iie always says ' 3person always ain't right. '

Coz 3person will have 1extra.

And im the always extra ones.

Why everyone has a great , stable friiendship and iie cant ?

Why ? D:

iie know my attitude is the worst in 3.

iie know iie always wont hyper with you 2.

iie know im always the one who starts the quarrel .

And wont say sorry.

But do your 2 think of how iie feel before? D:

Your both always left me out , but your didnt know.

and your have changed. Alotalot. D:

Everything in my life are just fake.

Shall just let fate decide my life.

Being alone is my life ? Whole life ? D:

iie know iie said friiendship is fake , before.

but iie never said tt iie wanna end this friiendship.

iie never ever wanna end this 3BwuangBu's.

You said its over , but you really wish t end this ?

You really dontwant this 3BwuangBu's alr ? D:

If your would gimme a chance , iie really dontwish t end this .

iie dont wish t quarrel . .

But .. iie know ,, tt there's no more other chance for us t be back lyke how we used t be.

Hais .. D: Wish your all the best .. D':

2011-01-08T11:48:00.000-08:00

The Rabbit ownself go up the weighing scale .

Wanted t see how heavy it is. :X

I've ate ALL this ! Im going t be fatter and fatter . D:

Okay. Today went t Dayi Mummy`s house for steamboat.

Actually, nothing much also .

3plus reach . But fiirst went down t eat.

iie ate 1chicken burger, chicken rice , chicken wings and French fries !!

Im fatter and moremore fatter le !! D:

Must on diet liao ! Ahh ! D: D:

Okay la , nothing t do liao.

Sianx. Jiu till here barh.

ZaiJiannnnn ~ (:

Current tyme : 4.05am . (:

2011-01-08T11:43:00.000-08:00

This few days Sec1 orientation.

Friday, CCA carnival. 12.30 end skul, prepare .

2plus, go call peepos join . Around 20plus t 30 join Volleyball . ^^

Teach them and blahblah. 5plus end, bus t mall with Baobeii . Ate KFC .

And walkwalk. She say want pierce tongue, so iie help her.

But its un-successful . D: So keep say dontwant.

We stay in the toilet for 1hour plus.

Den she really want tt tyme , cant . D:

Poke thru tt tyme, it stucks. Felt so guilty. D:

Aftertt, bus 101 back home at around 8plus ?

Home Sweet Home ~

2011-01-05T06:28:00.000-08:00

Yoyo! Back t post yeah ~ (:

Monday went t meet Fiona Baobeii fiirst.

Mall t meet Emily and Grace.

Actually meeting ElliOng also,

but she this lazy pig , sleep dao veh late.

So didnt make it . D:

Mall walkwalk , cab t Nex.

Walkwalk and went t buy tickets.

Watch ... iie forgot the tittle . :X

Okay la , its quite a nice show. (:

At the fiirst part , iie fall sleep . Too tired eh . :X

Den wakeup watch . (:

Both of my sides are noisy. Damn noisy.

Beside me is Fiona and Grace. Fiona sleeping in the cinema.

Den she snore abit , wakeup den say ' wad la ' veh loud.

Walao , noisy sial . Den another side is Grace.

She will always ' cb la , fxcker . ' Blahblah shit . Haha. Cute eh.

Den got one part is the man make away the girl memories ,

den still want take a box tt is important t her.

When he takeout , putting in his pocket..

Me and Grace say ' Walao , fxcker la . ' Haha.

Den he never take , he put back . We say ' haha , heng uhs . '

Cute right !! Hahaha! :D After watching , went t eat Pizza Hut. ^^

And walkwalk ,, home sweet home ~ :D

2011-01-02T13:26:00.000-08:00

Okay , back t post .

Friday was the last day of 2010.

Went t Yishun t countdown. Sianx eh.

But fiirst , went t mummy boss house. (:

7plus , cab home and cab t Yishun.

Reach there , had some beehoon and went t find Daryl.

Play basketball for awhile and went t CC .

Watch Edmund train Karate . (: Above are two peek.

Damn funny , the couch call them lie on the floor.

And crawl. Lyke a dog. :XX But quite cute la . ^^

After tt went back. They decided t go watch movie.

So mrt t Amk t watch ' The Tourist. '

This show uhs ,, abit luanluan la.

But afterall , iie still understand. (: Quite nice. ^^

When the movie is starting , there`s some indian words came out.

And show indian women and blahblah.

At fiirst, tot is the thriller or wad. But den it never stops.

Everyone felt veh qiguai. Den some guys went t tell those peepos.

And actually , they play wrong movie. -.-

Wasted so much tyme nor. Waited for soo longg.

The popcorn is lyke half done and the movie not started yet .

And finally .. (:

Movie ends at 12plus t 1 . Due t mummy and daddy went back.

So we cab home. Daryl and Angel cab back t Yishun.

Current tyme : 5.46am. Im tired , but iie cant sleep.

And iie dontknow why ! iie force myself t sleep . But also cant.

Why uhs ? D:

2010-12-28T01:50:00.000-08:00

(Dontknow why my peek blurblur.)

Okay , second post.

This post is specially for a guy ,

iie hope you would know who you are.

Boy , you veh qi guai .

You is really want ask me or wad ? D:

You ask me for jie , say coz iie tall .

But did you think of how iie feel ?

No you didnt. Today you whole day didnt text me.

And im lyke an idiot waiting for your msg.

iie dontknow wad should iie do ,

t accept you , or forget about you . D:

Can you tell me , wad are you thinking ?

iie also dontknow wad iie want ,

why iie have those qi guai feeling , qi guai thinking .

Just tell me wad you want and wad are you thinking can ?

Please ,,

ฉันรักเธอ,

私は本当に.

2010-12-27T22:57:00.000-08:00

Back t post . Yesterday had match with Hougang.

Due t Apphia didnt come , so iie dai ti her.

Didnt played a good match ,

coz iie dontknow why iie cant even kai qui .

And cant take ball properly. Why ? D:

Everytyme after match , if we lose ,

iie will blame myself for not doing well .

they will all lyke gimme a face . iie dontknow is iie xiang tai duo or wad.

But everytyme is lyke tt . Hais ,,

iie tot play volleyball is happy de ? But why nao iie donteven feel happy?

Why ? Should iie quit volleyball ?

Who can tell me wad t do right nao ? Im confuse.

iie feel tt , if iie still stay in this team ,

iie will hai all of them . D: Wad should iie do ? D:

Wednesday having match with Rivervalle (dontknow how spell)

Shoud iie go ? iie think tt day , everyone would be there.

So dontneed me t go le barh ..

Think iie shouldnt go . Hais .. D:

2010-12-26T07:45:00.000-08:00

Okay , back t post uhs. (:

Friday , 24dec2010 when t Xiaogu`s house t celebrate Christmas. (:

Poker , exchange gifts. And blahblah.

Okay luhs , also nothing much t post le .

Let the peekture do the talking barh. ZaiJian . (:

2010-12-23T23:13:00.000-08:00

Okay , back t post. Yesteday early in the morning ,

tio wakeup by FionaLiew Baobeii.

Sleep back . Den ElliOng Kuku called.

Wakeup , prepare and mrt t Nex.

Walkwalk bought present .

Saw the christmas tree and the two girl .

Peekture above de christmas tree will move de sial.

Cute ! :D

Mrt back t Mall .

Ate and went t arcade. Saw Emily .

Blahblah , the going lan . So went home .

Okay , gonna prepare and go t Angel's house .

ZaiJian . (:

2010-12-22T03:08:00.000-08:00

' Aniihow find this peek and upload due t no peekture . '

Today had match with Punggol Sec.

We lose all matches . D:

Nehmind , coz iie know everyone has put in their effort.

And do their best , Jiayous for the next match with HougangSec.

My knee there blueblack .

Pain . D: Alright , nothing t post about le .

Next match with HougangSec is on the next Monday.

PeiCai Jiayous ! ♥♥

2010-12-22T02:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday out with Caiyuee ~

Mrt t Little Indian and walk t Bugis.

Bought wad iie wanted . Walkwalk ,

and iie realise something.

A grey shirt guy keey walk pass me .

And he is damn shuai ! xD

Love at the fiirst sight eh . ;shy

Fiirst tyme walk pass , didnt really care.

Second tyme walk pass , starting t rmb him.

Third tyme walk pass , Starts t fall in love. And told Caiyuee.

Forth tyme walk pass , told Caiyuee if saw again will take number.

But iie never had the chance t see him again le . D':

Tot tt we would have fate. But not really eh.

Caiyuee wants t go le , iie keep call her dont .

Den keep walk around .. t see where's he .

But .. he's gone ! D:

iie cant find him aniimore ! Walk t mrt .

Wishing he would be there . But no , his not .

Reach Amk , wishing he would be there also . But the same answer came out.

Keep thinking , if we really got fate , den let us meet again ,

one last tyme . Can ? :'(

Told myself , You Yuan Zai Jian . (In chinese.)

iie think english is this , Destined Goodbye . Translate de (:

GreyBoy , Destined Goodbye. D:

iie will always rmb the date. 21/12/2010

iie take change my Jersey number t 21 .

You Yuan Zai Jian barh .. D:

2010-12-22T02:12:00.000-08:00

Xiaogu`s

Mine & Angel `s

Forgot whose this.

Winne the pooh at NEX . (:

Sherwin`s

Angel`s

Mine .

Okay back t post. Last Saturday , prepare and went t Bugis t meet Sherwin and Angel.

Ate Mac for lunch and aftertt , Daryl came .

The boys go t iluma for jubeat , and iie peii Angel walk around Bugis street ,

walkwalk > buybuy (:

5plus , metup with the boys and mrt t Serangoon.

Waited for Xiaogu and off we go t mummum at NEX (:

Forgot wad we ate , but iie think is some kind of beef ..

Aiyaa ,, wadever . After tt , went t Popular and Arcade. (:

Went t Starbucks . (L) Drank Double Choc chip . (Y)

And aftertt , cab homeed . Reach home around .. 10plus (:

-jumpjump-

2010-12-17T18:51:00.000-08:00

บอย, ใครบางคนบอกว่าได้ยินคุณจะยืนยันใน.

ฉันจะอธิษฐานทุกวันให้คุณและหวังว่าคุณจะได้รับการปรับ.

บอยคุณรู้วิธีการที่สำคัญคือคุณกับผมหรือเปล่า ?

ฉันต้องการสักวันหนึ่งเราอาจจะร่วมกัน .

แต่ต้องการของฉันจะมาจริงหรือไม่ ? D:

ฉัน , ตัวเองไม่ได้รู้ว่าทำไมฉันจึงรักเธอ .

ความรู้สึกก็เหมือนกับการทันที .

เมื่อทุกครั้งที่ผมเห็นคุณ , ฉันจะมีความสุขมาก.

แต่เมื่อคุณได้ใกล้ชิดกับเธอ ,

เล่นกับเธอและหัวเราะกับเธอ ,

ฉันจะนำกลับรอยยิ้มของฉันและกลายเป็นเศร้า D :

บอย, ผมรักคุณมาก ..

หากเราได้มีโอกาสที่จะร่วมกัน , ผมจะยึดมั่นมัน .

แต่ถ้ามีโอกาสสำหรับเราไม่มีของ ,

แล้วเราจะยังคงเป็นเพื่อน , เพื่อนสนิท .

ตกลงหรือไม่ ? (:

ตอนนี้ , ฉันเพิ่งจะต้องการให้คุณหยุดทำสิ่งเลวร้ายเหล่านั้น ,

และหวังว่าจะไม่มีอะไรเกิดขึ้นกับคุณ .

บอย, ฉันรักเธอ . (L)

และผมหวังว่าคุณจะไม่เคยรู้ . .

ฉันรักเธอ . (L)

Post done . Gonna go wake Korkor up.

The current tyme is : 11.11am .

Lata gonna go bugis with family , and going NEX . (:

Maybe lata come back den post again barh . ZaiJian . ^^

2010-12-16T21:54:00.000-08:00

Okays , just a random peek okay .

No peekture t post uhs.

Wednesday went t meet Jasmine at block1.

And walk t 307 t meet Chester.

After tt , Zhirong and Chester went t sell ice-cream .

Around 6-7plus , Jeffrey and Justin jiu go le .

Went t 309 with Laifu and Jasmine t eat.

Den met QianJin , Wilson, YuAn and Ahbi at block1.

Peii Jasmine go home t take things and ate mac.

9plus reached home . Jasmine stays at my house .

She veh early jiu sleep le .

Den iie disturb her wakeup . Cook Tomyam maggie mee for her and mummy.

After tt tired le , went t sleep.

Next day peii her go report.

Met Jeffrey and Zhirong there.

Saw Xiaoqian jie , peii her wait for bus ,

and bus 72 t mall and had KFC for lunch.

Walk t block1 t meet Zhirong and Jeffrey.

Laifu came aftertt . Awhile, Jeffrey jiu go le .

Walk t Kovan for pool .

Around 8plus peii Jasmine walk t bus stop .

She went home and iie take 72 . Home Sweet Home ~ (:

2010-12-16T21:45:00.000-08:00

Okay , back t post . Came here t post about Volleyball results.

Last wednesday competed with YuhuaSec.

We lose coz of me . D:

Den Monday conpeted with CHIJ St. Joseph Convent.

Win all matches . :D :D .

Next week iie think is competing with HougangSec.

Okay , nothing t write about le .

Jumping t next post again . (:

Peicai Jiayous ! ♥♥

2010-12-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

Third post for the day and its my last post .

Yesterday fiirst went down t Bernard's shop.

Met Caiyue and went t take161 t mall .

Mrt t bugis. Peii her find her cousin fiirst .

Den Kfc for lunch. Aftertt Chunhaw, Donavan(dontknowhowtspell) and Faiz came.

Went t buy my skirt . Den went t iluma see got wad movie t watch.

Donthave 'Let me in' , so went t bugis junction t buy tickets.

NC16, call a Jiejie t help us buy .

Got the ticket alr . 7pm went in movie , actually we pass de.

Faiz walk so slow , plus his face lyke gonggong daidai . :X

So the man stop us . Cant watch 'Let me in' le .

So change t 'Narnda' . Okayokay la , veh touching.

After movie , Chunhaw, Donavan and Faiz went t eat.

So we separate le. Me and Caiyue went t take mrt back t Hougang.

From HougangMall walk home , went t 7eleven t buy things.

Home Sweet Home at around 10plus. (:

Tt's all for yesterday. And nao , rotting at home.

Jasmine and Laifu is at my house. Waching teebee.

So sianx. Alright , tt's all for my post. ZaiJian :D

2010-12-14T01:39:00.000-08:00

Second post for nao . Last week monday , 6dec2010.

Went mall with Jasmine. She bought many things.

And aftertt Kfc (: After Kfc, went t 303 for swingg (: (L)

Got 27 aeroplanes fly over den Jasmine shout. :X

After tt Zhirong and YuAn come.

Den forget everything le . nextnext . (:

2010-12-14T01:31:00.000-08:00

Okay, finally lyke back t post . :X

Was sososoo lazy t post my bloq le.

If those we know me well , if iie update bloq ,

iie will update alotalot of post de.

So nao , gonna update veh longgg de thing niao.

Actually not so longgg la. Haha.

Those peekture was 2week before de.

Meetup with Caroline[Sweetlovees] at PunggolPark.

Play swing ~ Blahblah .. forget everything le .

So .. jumpjump t next post . (:

2010-12-06T21:10:00.000-08:00

Back . Everyone is calling me t update bloq .

So came here t update my deaddead bloq .

This few weeks/days staying at home ,

audi-ing (L)

Last week , monday and wednesday had Volleyball (Y)

Had friiendly match with AmkSec and QueenswaySec.

AmkSec - Draw .

Queensway - Win . (:

Tmr match with YuhuaSec. Hope we win uhs.

PeiCai Jiayous ! ♥

Jasmine and Zhirong currently at my house.

Watching ' Breakout ' .

Alright , -skipskip-

2010-11-27T11:22:00.000-08:00

Havent touch hair dao .

Processing .

Today met ElliOng [Kuku] at 6plus .

Den straight t Snip Avenue for dying hair.

iie dye red. And Kuku dye gold brown.

My colour was damn nice . But one thing is tt ..

My below of the hair no colour.

Coz iie dye black before. And the black colour cant wash away de.

And how many colour you dye , still is black.

Hate it sial ! Nao my hair lyke a dog !

Above have, below donthave .

But okayokay nar . iie lyke .. :D

And met mummy , korkor and ahma at 684.

Ate and cab t 704 . Met Jasmine there .

Jasmine currently sleeping at my house (:

Current tyme is .. : 3.35am . Gonna sleep soon ,

or else my panda eyes come out again liao . (:

ZaiJian ^^ (L)

2010-11-25T15:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went t meet Jasmine and YuAn's sist at mac.

Ate double cheese burger (Y)

Saw Ahma, she so cute . xD

Called Kianbeng down t buy cigg for us .

Den went t YuAn's sist house slack. And blahblah ..

Had 2 sticks . So shiok :D

Damn long never le. ^^ ^^ ^^

7.15pm jiu walk home . Home-ed,

was all wet. Bath again .. And nao ,

current tyme is 7.44am . iie havent sleep .

Maybe not meeting ElliOng t dye hair le.

Tired , Audi-ing nao (: Helping other peepos do story .

Sianx uhhs ! Going sleep soon ,

Just t update my bloq luhs . Damn dead. Readers , taqq me leii . xD

Alright , continue my audi . ZaiJian:D

2010-11-22T23:22:00.000-08:00

Back t post . Tio grounded le . D:

And nao , rotting t home . ALONE . D:

This few days slacked with Jasmine , Zhirong , Laifu , Yuan and Yuan's sist.

Was quite fun , iie always walked behind.

Den Laifu and Jasmine jiu will turn back wait for me.

Turn back talk t me and make me laugh (:

Sat and Sun, Yuan's stead jiu will come .

On Sunday, went t mall coz Laifu want buy pants.

Den Yuan and his stead bought studs.

Arcade and Kfc for dinner.

Walkwalk den go big drain .

Daddy called and blahblah .. Walk-ed back home .

Jasmine they all lost . :X Left Zhirong and Yuan .

Den Zhirong also go le. So iie call Yuan go also .

Ownself walk-ed home . Home-ed and blahblah ..

Boy, iie know you wouldnt come my bloq t see or wadever .

But i've t tell you this , iloveyou. alot ..

iie also dontknow why would iie fall for you.

This kind of feeling is just lyke .. suddenly ? ..

Alright , iie know you wont love me

coz there's another girl in your heart alr.

But iie would just pray hard everyday,

hope someday we would be together ? Or not .

iie wont know wad's the last answer .

Its God suggestion .. But iie would really hope so.

If you reallyreally cant forget her ,

den let it be barh .

iie cant do aniithiing either. iie cant kill her ,

or force you t be with me . Right ?

Would just pray for miracles.

Wadever you does or wad's your answer ,

iie will always at the back of you ,

momo de zichi you de . (:

Since nao you is lyke keep hiding away from me ,

den iie shall not do so many things ,

or else at the end you is not love me and is hate .

Alright .. Jiayous for her .. (:

Malay > dalam i hatiku diam-diam mencintaimu

Thai > ในใจผมแอบรักคุณ

Korean > 내 마음에 몰래 내가 당신을 사랑

Japanese > 私の心は私のひそかにあなたを愛して

Italian > Io nel mio cuore segretamente ti amo

(Hope is correct. :X)

2010-11-17T16:19:00.000-08:00

Still can rmb last tyme iie lyke this photo veh much.

No peekture post also , so post this nor.

Haha. Alright, was just sianx .

Current tyme is : 8:32am and im still awake.

Just dontknow why this few days cant sleep.

Im thinking of the purple guy right nao . D:

Lata gonna go buy Jasmine's present.

Scared cant wakeup ! :X

Okayokay, im really just notnotnotttt tired (:

Chiong-ing my cafe life xD

Guess everyone is sleeping lyke pig nao,

Mummy sleeping , Kor sleeping , dontwant go skul .

Aiyaaa, sianx uhs ! D;

Just come here t update this bloq. Lazy uhs.

Going out lata . Dontwish t rot at home again . :X

Alright , shall end here. Short post for nao ,

wait till iie come back den post barh . (:

Andand.. HappyBelatedBiirthday t JasmineOh (L)

Loveyou :-*

Kuku, Weikiat kor and BB' Anne :

Will miss your de .

BB' Anne , fasterfaster come back alright .

takecares or yourself alright ?

iLoveyou (L) xD

Kuku , must spend some tyme come back Hougang uhs. (:

Maybe will go tpy find you de la ^^

takecares . Lovelovees (L) xD

Kor , wad you say mustmust rmb.

Reach Singapore text me . Takecares of yourself there.

Yi Lu Shun Fei (: Lovees xD

2010-11-16T03:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday Caroline ;Sweetlovees came my house .

Took bus t Elli ;Kuku's house .

Wait for her t prepare .

Fuquan cab come t Kuku's house t fetch us.

Went t powerhouse. My customer dua me , damn angry at him bodoh !

Den cab home .

2010-11-16T02:59:00.000-08:00

Day4(Lastday) :

Morning wakeup > Bath > Breakfast > Shopping .

Bought 3 pen . For Kuku, Sweetlovees and KaixinGuo (:

Hope they would lyke it.

2plus jiu go wait for bus t Singapore le .

Around 2-3plus go up the bus .

Reach Singapore around 11plus le ,

Took 101 home (:

Currently missing Jasmine's Dajiu and Purple guy . D:

Jasmine's Dajiu guide us from the moment we drop bus

till we go up the bus .

He veh friiendly, Kind . Imisshim . D:

And imissyou the purple guy . D':

iie cant stop crying for you coz iie lovees you (L)

iie hope iie can= see you again . Even one min will do . D:

2010-11-16T01:06:00.000-08:00

Day3:

Wakeup early in the morning t change room.

Went t eat . And .. Ourdoor themepark . :D

Fiirst , played the so call swing (:

Den Ribena , den flying dragon .

And boat. Swing again , saw two shuaige's (L)

Know each other and we played together ^^

Played Swing, Boat and many more .

Missing them nao seriously . D:

Huiying know new friiends and go play with them ,

Jasmine keep stick with the black de.

Den iie keep stick t the purple de xD

The guy hold my hand sial .. :D

He hold me while playing , walking and everything (L)

He soso shuai ! omg . He still piggyback me t flying coaster sial ,

still hold my hand while play. Coz its damn scary ~

Jasmine keep with the black guy.

He also piggyback her (:

After playing flying coaster ,

iie want play rollercoaster and Jasmine want play flying drangon,

so we seperate . So curious about wad Jasmine and the black guy do xD

Me and purple guy play rollercoaster. Is soso scary ..

iie jitao press him hand sial , den he hug me ! (:

Finish le , he piggyback me again coz iie jiaoluan :X

After tt meet Jasmine and the guy. Den we go see want play wad.

And suddenly , Jasmine lost! Cant find her sial !

The black guy is lyke damn anxious only.

Atlast found her le . Wonder wad if iie lost and wad would be his reaction ? ;shy

Didnt took anii photo with them coz forget.

Plus want t cherish the tyme we had together .

But nao really regret didnt take . Nehmind ~ iie will always rmb his face ,

and iie will never ever forget him . D:

They piggyback us dao we going le , the black guy put Jasmine down ,

he hug her and kiss her on the cheek.

The purple guy dontwant put me down till iie call him t.

He hug me vehveh tight and kiss me on the forehead and both sides of cheek.

But not mouth . D: Laughs, hope we can see eachother again,

play again dao sosososo happy .. )':

But .. they are Malaysian , if they Singaporean jiu hao ,

den we jiu can everyday meet . Hais .. D: Illusion ~

After tt jiu went t eat . Den shopshop , den back t hotel .

PurpleGuy, iie wish we can meet again .

iie wish we can play dao so happy again .

iie wish you were my stead . D:

Haha, iie siao le . @@

i love the way you talk t me .

i love the way you piggyback me.

i love the way you hold my hand.

i love the way you hug me .

i love the way you kiss me.

i love the way you look at me.

i love the way you did everything t me.

iloveyou (L)

2010-11-16T00:03:00.000-08:00

Day2:

Went out t dontknow where t eat.

Took lots of peeks as your can see (:

Our activities is at indoor .

Blahblah , shopshop again .

Havent bought presents for aniione .

Den walkwalk , saw Halloween ghost dancing chicken dance(:

Its quite cute la ^^

Den finish le , got one climb t the top .

Dance many many dance. Nice (Y)

Den blahblah .. actually iie forget le .

Wadever . Orhorh :X

2010-11-15T23:28:00.000-08:00

Okay , lyke finally iie came t post only , right ?

This few days lazy t post la .

Plus got sosososo many things t post.

Alright , Im back t Singapore for 2-3days le. (:

Nao gonna post my super dead bloq le.

Feel damn lazy nao , t post bloq , go out and wadsoever ~

Day1:

Met Jasmine's family at Kovan. Mac > Wait for bus .

Bus for 7-8hours t Genting.

Reach there was about 5-6plus le,

but we still cant check-in room . Must wait till 10am.

Jasmine's Dajiu guide us (:

Went t have mac breakfast fiirst. Waa, its damn expensive de can.

Take butter still need pay 1.05rm . Stupid siol .

After eating stay at mac , Jasmine use her Laptop.

iie use her iPhone (: After tt went t walkwalk .

Go t outdoor seesee . Damn cold ! ~ D:

Had alotalot of activities .

10am check-in room. Dead on bed (:

Woke up at around 2-3plus.

Playplay, shopshop . Den go back hotel . Orhorh (:

End of day1 ^^

2010-11-10T02:38:00.000-08:00

Okays, just woke up.

Just t come here and say , tmr going t genting.

Will be back on 14nov.

Gonna miss everyone .

And nao im worried about those tickets.

Aiyaaa, wadever. Okay . Nothing t post liao .

IWillMissYour! D:

2010-11-09T18:14:00.000-08:00

Okays, back t post again .

Went t Meizhen[mummy]'s biirthday yesterday.

Was late for 3-4hours plus.

When Elli[Kuku] call me , it was alr 4plus.

Quickly bath and prepared . Met Elline at bus stop.

Met kuku in bus . Bus t mall and met Fiona[Baobeii] and Emily.

Bought present and Elline went missing.

She went home without telling us ,

we still lyke one gongtai kia waiting for her. Stupid sial.

Cab t Kuku's father work place.

Wait for wad Benson they all . Den cab t Downtown.

Reach there > Ate > Slack-ed .

9plus cab home with Emily.

Den home sweet home (L)

Today probably rotting at home le .

Currently the tyme is : 10:56am

And iie havent sleep .

9plus went down t mac for breakfast with mummy (Y)

Okay , gonna sleep soon le.

Nitenitex , ZaiJian :D

Be it a unforgetable relationships, or a broken relationship, or whether have happiness or hurt, I will choose to let go everythings.

2010-11-07T14:06:00.000-08:00

Love is selfish. Tymes flies, peepos changed, feelings changed, environments changed !

Got t learn t let go him/her, if you've a failure relationships. And wish him/her, if you really do love her/him. Being single is relax, but no one dote and care. Being attached is cool, having a person to pamper, care, love and dote. Doesnt matter whether you are single or attached. As long as, you are happy. Girls are meant to be dote, pamper, love, and care. They are not meant to be hit, scold, shout and ignore.

Everyone have their happiness, see whether they want cherish anot. ♥

2010-11-07T12:42:00.000-08:00

Took me alot of tyme t take this peek :X

Caiyue emo . D:

Hungry Ghost :X

Hair damn messy . [D:<]

Okay, back t post alright.

This few days okay nar.

Went t Sentosa with Caiyue[KaixinGuo] on 071110 (:

Actually Chunhaw and Elton going also ,

but last min dontwant. Den nehmind lor^^

Fiirst, Kaixinguo came t my hse .

Walk t Chunhaw's hse , Wake him up .

Den use his comp . He bath le . Went out .

Bus 161 t mall t take mrt. Den chunhaw go le .

Mrt t Vivo and t Sentosa (L)

Reach there, KaixinGuo went t change and 7-11 t buy mummum.

And den .. Volleyball ! (Y)

It was soooo long since iie played Volleyball . heeheex [>.<]

No la , not so long .. ^^

Den rest and eat , den go play water .

After this-this and tt-tt , phototyme (:

Blahblah .. 5.30 plus le . Chiong t go pongpong .

Came out it was about 6 plus le.

Den mrt back t Hougang . It was raining (Y)

Bus t kopitiam find mummy and daddy . Eat (:

And den home sweet home ~ ^^

Tmr going where leii ? ~~

Skul ^^ T give form .

Sooo sianx de laaaa .

Alright . Was done with my post .

Ohya , and please . Readers , interested in clubbing ?

Taqq me ^^ Im selling tickets . Kkay, done le .

Rmb , taqq me alright ? (:

Time checked: 5.00 am

2010-11-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

Okay, back t post . Actually nothing t post de .

And dontwish t post .

But due t Jasmine wanna see Kaffy's new hair ,

so iie post let her see nor (:

Kkays, done . Short post for nao . ZaiJian (:

2010-10-31T17:20:00.000-07:00

Okays . Lyke finally im back t post right ? (:

Yesterday ton , whole day bo sleep using comp .

Damn tired nao , feel lyke closing my eyes and dead in bed xD

But yet , iie still come t my deaddead bloq t make it alive ^^

Okays, time checked : Its 8.40am (:

Kkkay , skip those rubbish .

- skipskip -

Yesterday went t meet tt ' idiot ' .

He damn .. UGLY ! :P

Met Caroline[Sweetlovees] on bus .

Mall saw Kianbeng , Denise and dontknow who .

Kfc for lunch (: While eating , tt ' idiot ' walk t our table say :

' Are you the one ? ' Me and sweetlovees was laughing lyke mad.

Coz we tot is the wear Superman returns tee and long jeans .

Haha! :D:D He is lyke one gongtai gongcb de nor .

Lyke one dog following us ,

and tt si ' Jiejie ' keep say t him ' You lyke her hor ? You lyke her hor ? '

Gou de xingway nor D:

But really , he is damn dumb! Keep scold him :X

Its 6 , he's damn irritating de canzxc ! Okay , shall skip .

Blahblahblah and home sweet home ^^

Home-ed and went down t mac with mummy t have our dinner (:

Tt's all for yesterday (L)

My precious Kaffy is gonna cut hair t botak soon D:

His long hair is gonna be botak again le D:

So nao must take alotalot of peek of him , let him zilian yixia (:

This tuesday cutting , hope wont TOTALLY botak.

Okay la , he botak still cute ! :D

I LOVE KAFFY ! (L)

2010-10-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

Boy , iie know you wouldnt come t my bloq and see .

So you wouldnt read dao this .

But iie dontwant t keep it in my heart ,

iie felt really veh xinku with it .

iie hope tt you will see this , but if you see this ,

you will also just write a 'Lol' , right ?

We didnt contact for months and years ,

and suddenly you talk t me and we started t chat / text .

We fiirst met was at .. chalet with parents and adults .

It was P5 or 6 at tt tyme . We know we have fall for each other ,

but no one say it out and slowly .. we forgotten each other.

Seond tyme we met was at your father work place ?

You kept playing with your psp and we didnt fall for each other again le.

And tt's the last tyme we met le .

Den add-ed on facebook and msn , But didnt chat .

And nao you chat-ed with me ,

You told me you lyke me , iie ask you when started de .

You told me it was about 7months le . You said tt you are tiongxim

and ask me whether iie would accept you but iie said depends.

Nao , iie feel tt im happy when you chat with me .

and iie know , iie slowly lovees you le .

But , iie saw your facebook and im angry but i've forgiven you.

Second tyme iie saw and iie scold you , im sorry .

But nao , why? You said you are tiongxim . Why ? D:

You told me tt she's irritating , but nao iie feel tt im more irritating.

You said tt you would wait for me t accept you.

But why nao lyke tt ? Hais .. D':

I shouldnt believe you in the fiirst place ,

iie shouldnt put so much percent of lovees in you in the fiirst place .

Wad iie get in the end .. is still nothing . Hais .. D':

No rewind back le . iie just hope you would lovees me one last tyme . D':

Or iie will ' zu fu ' you . . D:

Regret also no use le . Just have t cry everyday lyke how iie did .

D': D': D': No one knows .. D':

Hongster Never Die , Tiongxim Is A LIE . D':

2010-10-29T00:29:00.000-07:00

Second post . Yesterday last day of skul .

Went t skul at 10am .

Take report book , result slip , class photo and HOMEWORK! D:

MrFahmy say he will be changing skul D':

But not confirm (:

MrFahmy say want sponcer me dye hair ^^ ^^ ^^.

Dontknow will anot ;P

After taking those things , went t kopitiam eat ,

with BB' Xin , BB' Anne and BB' Anne's mother.

She say alot of things t us ,

related t hygiene and sickness . (:

After tt home sweet home . (L)

Home-ed > sleep awhile > bath .

Bus t mummy work place with Kor.

Ate mac for lunch (:

Due t my boredness , iie take those dontknow wad t chop my hand .

the thing is damn funny de , plus veh dirty nor.

after tt close shop le , home sweet home ^^